This is the live

* I blame this on enablelove. No idea how we got to this point but we were talking about mood themes and how there aren't anyone with recent Jared/Jensen pictures. So in a fit of boredom (and probably insanity) I sat down and started looking through my folders. Never thought it would be this hard to find fitting mood theme pictures in folder full of three years of material. Took me a few days and a lot of tries and re-tries to get a result I'm actually quite happy with.

So here you go: Jared/Jensen Mood Theme with pictures no older than three years.

Preview:


You can find the complete mood theme set here, with the codes editor already within the zip.

( Toturial and Sources -> this way )

♥ Not much to tell. Internet seems to hate me these days, since it vanishes randomly for hours. Things with the apartment are settled now though. Will meet the former tenant Friday and get everything else settled. OMG, I can't believe I'm moving. This is just so.. weird. I'm in the middle of packing my things and trying to figure out the color pattern for my new living room. It's all exciting as well.

♥ No job news. *sighs*

♥ In between packing and figuring things out I had a busy weekend. Was out doing some marathon shopping with J and C on Saturday. In the evening I met up with Jessica for some cocktails and TexMex. I needed that time out and it was very good to just sit there, drink something and talk. And again, I love Texas Iced Tea way more than Long Island Ice Tea.
Then I met up with C for some ice skating fun on Sunday. Man, I have been on the ice in years and I really should have brought my own skates, this rentable ones were torture. But it was fun anyway.

♥ In the meantime I'm trying to catch up with H5-0, I'm four eps behind because I didn't have time to watch it. I keep reading fic though. new fandom? Who knows.
Southland's season 3 is over now and I sure as hell hope they'll get a fourth. I want to know how things go on with John, Ben and Sammy, especially with the way things ended.

♥ Sad side of things is that I didn't have time to write anything. I didn't even try to work on the FaF crossover because I couldn't get in to the head space of one of the guys. Bah.. this was going so well and now I'm stuck. *flails* I'm also very unsure about the ideas I came up with for Big Bang so far. They all kind of suck and I'm not convinced that I'd want to write any of them. I need to collect ideas. I know I can write 20k in two months, even in one if I have to, that's not the problem. I just don't have an idea that I really like.

♥ For my inspiration, some ( new J2 on set goodness, as a picture )

♥ Meme: I was tagged by deannawesson
1. People who have been tagged must write the answers on their blog and replace any question they dislike with a new, original question.
2. Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.

I tag: Okay, I bend the rules . I tag 8 random people who can see this... go

( Questions and Answers )

They seemed to be keen on delivering inspiration almost daily now. I really appreciate that.
J2 being J2 is so damn adorable.
( set pics Feb 7th... just... awwww ).

I also find it very, very disturbing that I apparently own a similar panda hat to the one Clif is wearing... eww. :(

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RL note.
I got the business card of the boss of a radio station today. I'm supposed to call her tomorrow and ask her about job options and if they need a trainee.
Man, I'm kinda terrified of that call but I will do it because it's about a job and she is the boss.. like the boss of all bosses in that station and it's a rather huge station around here.
Having friends being neighbors with important people is nice. They gave my CV to some TV people as well.

♥ For now at least. Got the new modem installed and it's working now. But it took me about two hours and there is still something wonky. We'll see how long it will hold. Had a good weekend despite not achieving the things I wanted to. Was at a party with slippery_fish and stayed way longer than I had planned to but it was fun and I actually woke up again while dancing. Was at home around 4am Sunday morning and did not get nearly enough sleep to be awake for the course today. I still feel like I could just drop and sleep on. (Also, LJ refused to show this entry anywhere but my page, at least to me... so very strange. It's the second time that this has happened now.)

♥ Got my internet back just in time for some J2 love and goodness. It's strange but every time a con is about to take place I don't want to know about things when they happen. During the few years I started looking at con stuff when things are already over and I can get around embarrassing stuff or ignore wank if there should be one. I'm much happier this way. Much more ignorant as well but I honestly don't care.

( J2 goodies... love the boys. )

♥ Speaking of the boys... I'm not sure if I want to go to the AE2 con or not. On the one hand I would love to meet a lot of people there and so on.. on the other hand I don't know. I met the boys, I had a good time and I have good memories. Do I want to have more? *shrugs* But then, it's Jensen.. ;)

♥ Finished another schmoop_bingoprompt today. Now I just have to find the time to type it up. I have four prompts filled and none of them on my computer yet. Urgh.... I just can't bring myself to actually sit down open the notebook and start typing. Something holds me back. Also, my BB fic got recced and the reason made me smile. :D

♥ Also, new Irish lecturer is sort of funny but when he said his son has scarlet fever I wondered what the hell he was doing there teaching. I mean, it's just highly contagious. Bah, just thinking about out makes me feel sick. Not that I'm okay again. Still migraine attacks and a sore throat. *sighs*

♥ My way to and from the course is plastered with very stupid billboards for a mobile phone company. It took me two days to realize why they bothered me. They have the German version of brilliant written on them and it's brillant. Every time I see it I think there is something missing, even if there isn't. Languages are strange.

♥ 2 weeks until Dublin. Meeeep.

♥ Meme, stolen from around my flist
( MAH ICONS )

My latop scared me to death on Thrusday and then on Friday again. It booted, up until the point where it showed the Windows sign, pinged and switched over tot he desktop.. only that it didn't switch but stayed black. There was a mouse pointer, I could move it and all but nothing else showed. Have to restart and do a system recovery. No idea what it was and if it will happen again. Safe mode worked the first time and I could save data and all, just no internet for me.. the second time it only worked for the datas before the recovery. I lost some stories. Anyway, works now and is even faster, I am still suspicious though.

Other things:
-> I am blocked. Like completely blocked. Probably because I lost the rewritten last part of the Dark Angel fic. Haven't written a word since then, not even edited stuff, which I am supposed to do so that I can finally post someone's late birthday present.

-> Did post fic though for the "Wherein verse": "Wherein Jared tries not to be too miserable (and to avoid being kidnapped by Mike... or not)", J2, PG-13

-> switched my Big Bang idea out for another one and I can finally take notes and start planning. I am glad I did it and I think chani_atreides will like this very much (not so mcuh the fact that she'll have to wait even longer now).

-> Bought a new bed and a new bookshelf (because it was on sale), threw out my old bookshelf and the old bed. I can sleep again, at least for a bit and I am rested now...a bit. So it really was the bed? Am still a little doubtful. Kitty loves the new bed already, it's way lower than my old one and she can just climb on without having to jump.
Spent three days sorting through books, DVDs and other things. I threw away about three sacks full of stuff.

-> to add to my massive amount of books (I had no idea I had *that many*) I ordered five more, so yeah I think my days will be filled with reading and hopefully writing again.

-> Allergies are worse than ever.... I don't know what to do, my eyes are burning and my nose is constantly swollen. I hate it. I feel like shit.

-> When I wasn't building my bed and bookshelf I was going three a "The OC" marathon. Found season 2 to 4 for 10 each, so no 15€ at amazon. Yay me. Too much money anyway but I needed it.

-> Podfics are awesome, especially podfics of fics from yoru fav authors and your fav reader. *nods* It starting to become my late night ritual before bed.

-> Mum should be back tomorrow and I still have some things to do around here. Nothing goes over spending Easter alone and cleaning and watching "The OC". Is it me or does that sound rather pathetic?
Well not really all alon, had my cat and grandparents + visitor came by today, brought lunch and cake and 20€ (I so know what that will be... Summer dress here I come). It was a nice surprise.

-> The boys... oh the boys made me smile this weekend. I am so glad that this con went so well. Just the pictures alone... and yeah... Boys.
Thank you Jensen war making me smile. Thank you Jared for making me snort out loud. Thank you Jim Beaver for being just... you... :=)

I forgot where I got it from but ( Jensen *sighs* and Jared :D )

First things first:
I need a beta reader.
It's ... words of Gossip Girl Chuck/Jenny... NC-17.
Any takers?
Please?

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An entry to show off a new icon. I am rather fascinated by the cap.
I am easy and shallow like that. And I think only a handful of people will even get it.
I snickered a lot when I saw those puictures a few days ago. I feel the urge to write but I have so much to finish first.

On another happy note. The new pics of the boys (namely Jared and Jensen) from the 100th episode party are exactly what I needed for inspiration as it seems.
But who can resist those smiles anyway huh?
( See? Those smiles... awwww.. Total dorks though )

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I totally missed my LJ birthday... again. I never seem to remember.
So as of four days ago my journal is 8 years old.
Man, I never thought I'd still be here but things have changed a lot during those 8 years.

Still no Big Bang entry, but soon.
I just have to write down my ideas and then create the poll and actually think about what I actually want to ask those who are on the filter.
*headdesk*

I made chocolate chip muffins and brownies!
And after making them I am not hungry anymore. Huh?

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I should be working on more prompts and on the next part of x5!Jared but I am somewhat blocked and a little bored, so memes it is.

Meme 1
Sangged from enablelove
Go to Google images or Flickr and type in one adjective that describes me or something that reminds you of me. Comment with it here and I'll return the favor, replying with a pic that represents you to me. No need to tell me the word -- the fun is in trying to guess the adjective.


Meme 2
Snagged from sandrine
Give me one character (or, alternatively, a fandom) and I will tell you:

1. OTP for them.
2. Runner-up pairing.
3. Honourable mention(s).
4. Crack pairing(s).
5. Ship everyone else seems to like, but I don't.