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♥ New place! Me being moved in, which doesn't mean I'm all done. It's still chaotic and I have to sort through things.
The help of friends is invaluable, thank you so much again, guys. So guess everyone who has my old address (which is still valid btw, I'll still get everything send there) can have my new one as well (just ask when you are interested).

♥ Since a lot of people asked for pics... This is a work in progress,meaning not everything is done and my bedroom really, really isn't supposed to look like this. But anyway.. my ( new apartment ).

♥ Also ( Kitty in the new place )

♥ I finally have time to write again. big Bang here I come. I wonder if I'll be able to get it done on time. I want to though because I still like my idea a lot. I just have to sit down now and write.

♥ This picture does things to me. I don't even know why but the way they look at each other... just guh... ( SPN spoilers for 6.18 ahead ).


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♥ Didn't realize that I kinda went offline here. I've been reading my flist every day but it seems like I don't have to say all that much these days. Right now I'm so busy with packing and planing an preparing for the job interview that I don't really have time for anything else.

♥ Okay, that isn't really true. I went shopping with my grandma today and finally ended up with representable clothes that I can wear to a job interview and in which I don't feel like a bloated pig or 60 years old. I also managed to be very antisocial at R's birthday party but there were children and people I didn't know and everyone else was either not there or coming later. Lucky for me, slippery_fish felt equally antisocial, so we ended up talking (later with a very cool girl and some guys and then again only with the girl) and hiding away moist of the time. The wine and the chocolate cake were good though and we had waffles.. :)

♥ The rest of my weekend was spent fighting getting sucked into a new fandom (damn you, Hawaii Five-0), which was very much useless because I ended up reading way too much fanfic and getting totally immersed in them. That happens when I'm behind with a show that is okay in the beginning but gets kind of very wow once you have time to mainline the rest of the eps you had lying around. Uhm, how did this happen? So SPN is still my main fandom with my two main OTPs but this new fandom sucks me in so much right now that I can't even write the stories I really, really need to finish. One sign that a pairing got to me is the fact that I have icons. *headdesk*
Well, at least I'll have a show if/when SPN is gone (and right now I don't want it to be gone because I'm so back into it that writing Sam/Dean makes sense again). but hey, again a show I've been into from the beginning on.

♥ I'm so very much looking forward to next week. Because by then the job interview will be done, I will have the keys to my new place, I will hopefully have painted my rooms and maybe even half my stuff up there already and most of all I'll finally have time again to actually sit down and write. Because guess what? I fucking love my Big Bang idea now and I want to start writing and plotting and cursing myself for signing up again. I also want to sit down and finally finish all the open prompts and send the J2/FaF fic off to be betaed. I need more time, more hours in a day.

♥ *goes back to slightly freaking out over everything, mostly over the interview*

♥I signed my lease contract yesterday! So yes, the apartment is officially mine now. Sent in application for the money as well, now I can only hope that things work out there as well. And now I have to start packing and sort things out. Moving day should be in two weeks, have to talk to the former tenant still about stuff. And have to find a new internet provider (this goes out to the German people on my flist: any tips and hints for me??? I have to decide soon).

♥ I've spent my days planning where to put things in my new place and making lists of what I'll need to buy. Man, you never know what basics you have around until you move and need to figure out what to buy.

♥ No news on the job front, which is very frustrating. No one calls back even if they said they will. Sent off another round of applications. I'm in the mood to write more but can't find any job offers

♥ Haven't done much this last week. I felt like death warmed over most of the time and it wasn't a cold or the flu. I jest felt dizzy, tired and achy all the time. No cough or snot or anything. It was weird. Had a doctor's appointment today. Seems like it was a mixture of things, allergy, exhaustion and stuff. I'm better but still so very tired.

♥ Haven't written a single word in days. I have ideas, know what I want and where to go with fic but I can't concentrate long enough to sit down and write. I've read way too much though. But then again, you can never read enough.

♥ Fandom things: J2 is my way out of boredom these days. Fic and SPN eps. Man, I'm kinda looking forward to this week's episode but I'm also weirded out. This could be very awesome or could go very wrong.
Also, I'm only watching "Gossip Girl" for Dan/Blair these days, everything else is so damn boring.
Oh and I need more Sherman/Cooper "Southland" fic, especially after this week's episode. Even the show seems to ship them.

♥ I wanted to say more but I forgot. Couldn't have been that important.

♥ So right now this year has started better than the last one. I looked at a potential apartment today. Our landlord came by and my mum asked him if he new any available apartments. Turns out that a women in the neighboring building is moving out and I could have the apartment. It looks gorgeous, two rooms, fully equipped kitchen, under the roof with a little terrace and the only apartment on that floor. It sounds all very good and affordable and I really hope that the people at the jobcenter will approve. I could be able to move in March and I could stay in my fav part of the city. Wish me luck guys.

♥ Sent of applications this week and one of those is a job I really want to have. A job and an apartment would be so great. Would even exceed my goal of having it all by summer.

♥ Of the boots and coat I mentioned in one of the last entries I'll be keeping just the boots. They are great, fit very well and are warm. Okay, the heel is about 8cm but that's okay so far. I already love them.

♥ Had so many things to do the last few days that I didn't write a single word.

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♥ Off to watch "Southland".


ETA: ( Small pic spoiler for season 6 (not really since you can't see anything plot like, but I'm warning anyway)... Jensen looks so very much like he did as Alec... Me, likes )