This is the live

♥ Didn't realize that I kinda went offline here. I've been reading my flist every day but it seems like I don't have to say all that much these days. Right now I'm so busy with packing and planing an preparing for the job interview that I don't really have time for anything else.

♥ Okay, that isn't really true. I went shopping with my grandma today and finally ended up with representable clothes that I can wear to a job interview and in which I don't feel like a bloated pig or 60 years old. I also managed to be very antisocial at R's birthday party but there were children and people I didn't know and everyone else was either not there or coming later. Lucky for me, slippery_fish felt equally antisocial, so we ended up talking (later with a very cool girl and some guys and then again only with the girl) and hiding away moist of the time. The wine and the chocolate cake were good though and we had waffles.. :)

♥ The rest of my weekend was spent fighting getting sucked into a new fandom (damn you, Hawaii Five-0), which was very much useless because I ended up reading way too much fanfic and getting totally immersed in them. That happens when I'm behind with a show that is okay in the beginning but gets kind of very wow once you have time to mainline the rest of the eps you had lying around. Uhm, how did this happen? So SPN is still my main fandom with my two main OTPs but this new fandom sucks me in so much right now that I can't even write the stories I really, really need to finish. One sign that a pairing got to me is the fact that I have icons. *headdesk*
Well, at least I'll have a show if/when SPN is gone (and right now I don't want it to be gone because I'm so back into it that writing Sam/Dean makes sense again). but hey, again a show I've been into from the beginning on.

♥ I'm so very much looking forward to next week. Because by then the job interview will be done, I will have the keys to my new place, I will hopefully have painted my rooms and maybe even half my stuff up there already and most of all I'll finally have time again to actually sit down and write. Because guess what? I fucking love my Big Bang idea now and I want to start writing and plotting and cursing myself for signing up again. I also want to sit down and finally finish all the open prompts and send the J2/FaF fic off to be betaed. I need more time, more hours in a day.

♥ *goes back to slightly freaking out over everything, mostly over the interview*