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Kiss Me/Kill Me - An Antagonistic Pairing Drabblethon 2012

* Leave prompts and write prompts
* Multi-fandom, FPF and RPF

* First week at work over. It's okay, interesting even but I still don't really know if it's for me. I have phases where I think I'm so the wrong person for this but then things are kind of okay. It's a job for now and I'll do it, since I don't seem to be able to get another one. But I'll send out applications anyway. It's not bad, I'm just not sure I'll be any good at it. Nice people on my team, I get along with most of them. There are some that are a little loud, but it's not too annoying. Also, I see the most interesting things on the way to and from work, this morning it was a bunny in the rose bushes in the the city center. Cute thing.

* Nano seems to go well. I'm not behind and I'll be able to post on weekends. Breaks at work are short but at least I can get ideas out and on paper (will have a lot of typing up to do this weekend). My ReverseBB draft has been accepted and I actually know how to finish it and flesh it out. So at least that one will be done on time as well. I'm just way behind with reading and catching up on fandom... I do read my flist but I barely know where my head is or where I am on the flist..

* Still a little sick, cough and all that but I'm okay. I'm even okay with getting up early and going to bed relatively early. I miss having time during the day to be social, but that's what working life does. Only thing is
that lunch break is so short, you can barely do anything or really go anywhere to get food. So I'll start to cook at home and bring stuff.

* I might not be able to buy/renew my icon package when it runs out at the end of the month since I won't get money at then but only 14 days later... so I need to pay rent and stuff from my savings. Meh... :/

* Not much else to tell... migraines are back but I can't get sick and stay home now. Wouldn't be cool.But I seriously need to find a way to get AnadinExtra (it's not good for my liver but helps so very well with migraines)... Helped so much in Ireland but I can't get it here. At least I have my loved Nurofen.

* I'm also behind with shows, mainly with Secret Circle (4 eps) and Homeland (2 eps and I love this show I just don't have time). No idea when I'll be able to catch up. SPN is still my priority when it comes to watching shows and catching up.

Happy Birthday mzsparkles!!!
Hope you have an awesome day.
♥


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And something else


J-Squared Birthday Comment Fic Meme

Love the fact that Jensen Ackles is trending on Twitter.. LOL

J-Squared Domesticity Fic Meme

Pimping because I've been trying to get back into writing and this seems to help.
Go and fill prompts or leave them.

♥ ... but I'm still feeling a little out of it. I haven't settled in yet, not completely anyway. I mean it's nice to have all my things back but I've realized in Dublin that I don't really need much of them to be happy. That was probably one reason why I had to rearrange my room again. There was too much stuff and I didn't like it. Life is strange at the moment. I sort of happy that I have classes now. It's hard to come out of a regular daily routine and just do nothing again..

♥ But then, I still have so many things to do. Mainly on the writing front. I finally really started to work on my spn_j2_xmas fic and I like the idea and the way it's going right now. It won't be too long I think.. I don't know. Anyway, I'll need a beta reader after the weekend!! Anybody?? PLEASE???

♥ I'm also working on the drabbles I promised for Christmas. Not sure I'll get them all done before Christmas but I'm trying. Some of them might be a little longer. I'll probably post them unbetaed first and then ask for a beta later.

♥ The J2/FaF story is kicking my but, through coming up with new plots every few minutes. But then I have new inspiration now as well (thanks to the new Fast Five trailer) and it's currently at 13k. I could use it for the xover Big Bang thingy if I should decide to take part in it that is. But I could also try and post the next few parts of my Dark Angle x5!Jared story as a BigBang fic. Decisions, decisions.

♥ Let's not talk about j2_everafter. I watched the movie. That's it. Draft is due January 10th. *flails*

♥ There is not much to tell otherwise. I'm done with Christmas shopping and I have no idea what I'll get for Christmas this year. My mum is not even hinting and my grandparents keep quiet as well, which is really kind of cool. I'm looking forward to Christmas this year. I wasn't last year. It's nice to be home again and to have such things as the holidays so closely after.

♥ Speaking of Christmas, I got a really cool J2 story already as a present. Check it out. It's great.
The Mint Chocolate Chip Shake Guy by zuben_eschamali.

♥ Thank yous:
- for the cards to akintay, _bettina_ and lizook12! *hugs*
- for the vgifts to joans23 and anisalovesu! *huggles*

Also, hey elless18, I haven't forgotten about the chocolate, but will only be able to send it in January.. :) I have it already.

♥ On a random note: there are Swimming World Championships going in right now. In Dubai. I haven't seen a single race yet and I fear I won't be able to see one. Well, Aaron pulled out and I have idea why but there are still some guys (and girls) I know and would like to see. There is Nathan and then there is RyRy.. no Phelps though. Sometimes I really miss the sport and being able to watch it. These days I have no time and I actually tend to forget about it. That's not so cool. It makes me nostalgic as well.
Also, I can't believe that Ed Moses is competing again.. in Masters Swimming.. LOL

♥ It's too cold!

♥ Comment meme pimping:

THE CLASSIC CANONVERSE J2 COMMENT MEME!

Go and leave prompts or write. It's fun. Made my day a little shorter. :)

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♥ Will be away this weekend. Belfast and the Giant's Causeway. I won't take my computer with me. So I'll either see you on Sunday evening or Monday.
Don't do too many exciting things, I'll have to catch up later.

♥ Will go to bed soon since we are leaving around 5.50h to get the bus at 6.45h. And yes, those are am times. But I think I'll get up for SPN anyway, because I really don't want to wait until Sunday evening or even Monday to watch it. And I still have to pack my things for this weekend.

♥ For now at least. Got the new modem installed and it's working now. But it took me about two hours and there is still something wonky. We'll see how long it will hold. Had a good weekend despite not achieving the things I wanted to. Was at a party with slippery_fish and stayed way longer than I had planned to but it was fun and I actually woke up again while dancing. Was at home around 4am Sunday morning and did not get nearly enough sleep to be awake for the course today. I still feel like I could just drop and sleep on. (Also, LJ refused to show this entry anywhere but my page, at least to me... so very strange. It's the second time that this has happened now.)

♥ Got my internet back just in time for some J2 love and goodness. It's strange but every time a con is about to take place I don't want to know about things when they happen. During the few years I started looking at con stuff when things are already over and I can get around embarrassing stuff or ignore wank if there should be one. I'm much happier this way. Much more ignorant as well but I honestly don't care.

( J2 goodies... love the boys. )

♥ Speaking of the boys... I'm not sure if I want to go to the AE2 con or not. On the one hand I would love to meet a lot of people there and so on.. on the other hand I don't know. I met the boys, I had a good time and I have good memories. Do I want to have more? *shrugs* But then, it's Jensen.. ;)

♥ Finished another schmoop_bingoprompt today. Now I just have to find the time to type it up. I have four prompts filled and none of them on my computer yet. Urgh.... I just can't bring myself to actually sit down open the notebook and start typing. Something holds me back. Also, my BB fic got recced and the reason made me smile. :D

♥ Also, new Irish lecturer is sort of funny but when he said his son has scarlet fever I wondered what the hell he was doing there teaching. I mean, it's just highly contagious. Bah, just thinking about out makes me feel sick. Not that I'm okay again. Still migraine attacks and a sore throat. *sighs*

♥ My way to and from the course is plastered with very stupid billboards for a mobile phone company. It took me two days to realize why they bothered me. They have the German version of brilliant written on them and it's brillant. Every time I see it I think there is something missing, even if there isn't. Languages are strange.

♥ 2 weeks until Dublin. Meeeep.

♥ Meme, stolen from around my flist
( MAH ICONS )

♥ ...of the car continues. So the brakes are new, all four of them, and the car runs smoothly. I love driving with it now. So I decided to go and visit my grandparents today, or rather they invited me. On the way to them a small, red warning light briefly turns on and then turns off again. It was the warning light for the handbrake. It goes on when the handbrake is pulled, which it wasn't while I was driving. Cure me talking myself down from a minor panic.I told my grandpa and he said it's probably just a loose contact after they attached the new brakes. Well, on the way home the warning light was on the entire time. I think I muscle cramps now, no wonder the way I sat in the car. Argh...

♥ Spent the day at my grandparents since I never heard anything about the planned pool party again. I don't even know if it was really planned or not... My gandma kicked my ass at a cards game, one I always used to play when I spent my summer holidays with them. It's been years since I played. I, again, realized that I'm way too nice and don't really have a strategic mind.

♥ Haven't heard anything about the start of the program either, which is only just a week away. I'm curious if they'll call me this week, if not I'll call them Thursday. Meh.

♥ My muse has left me again. I hate writer's blocks, especially when I'm int he middle of something. In the middle of several somethings actually.
I'm working on my schmoop_bingo card and x5!Jared will have appearances there as well. I really like the Long Way Home verse and those prompts are kinda challenging when it comes to writing x5!Jared

♥ I also decided to try my hands at writing something with "The Curiosity of Chance" in mind. My J2 version of it. The thing is I can't decide who of the J's should be Chance.
Should Jared be the musical one, playing drag and being out but not really and Jensen the jock in a band hoping for his breakthrough? I don't know.. Help!!!!

I also have a new Parkour idea.. or rather I want to finish my first Big Bang idea because I like the beginning and maybe I'll find a way to finish it.

♥ I feel like re-watching SPN from season one onwards. I feel like sitting down and re-watch it and enjoy it without any bias, I don't think it's possible but I think I'll try.

♥ Meme answers I owe:

For elless18
* ( What did you go to school for, and what's your dream job? )

For ithilmenel
* ( *What's your favorite movie? )
* ( Which celeb do you have the biggest crush on? )
* ( What's your favorite song? (current or all-time) )

♥ I don't know if I should sign up for spn_reversebang. I want because it sounds very interesting and it's not so many words. But it falls right into the time I'm supposed to be in the UK/Ireland and I have no idea if I'll have constant internet there (or in my room that is). So, what to do? *sighs*

I am finally done. The WiP is not a WiP anymore. God, editing the last part sort of killed me. Anyway, it's finished. At least this story is.

The last part of "The Long Way Home" is finally posted and a Masterpost is up now, too. Dark Angel/RPS crossover, Jared/Alec, overall rating NC-17.

"The Long Way Home"

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Being done with this means I can finally fully concentrate on my Big Bang.
I even worked on it today and I think I'll need a day break from writing.
But it's what keeps me sane these days. If I can't get anything else right in my life I at least can write.
For now anyway.

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I want icons of *that* wink. So bad.
I have graphics already and yeah...

Just transfered the ep onto my phone.
Now I have to decide what to do before bed. Listen to podfic, listen to David Tennant read "How to traing your Dragon" or watch "Point of No Return" again.
Hmm, hard decision.