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* Back home from Birmingham and I wish I could go back.... not just because of the con but because of England. I miss London now and somehow it's Birmingham's fault. Anyway, I had a great time with sandrine and I probably will do an entire entry about the con (or about as much I can remember) with pictures later (not sure when as there's still a lot to do right now).

* Tyler Hoechlin is still one of the most genuine and nice persons I ever met and could talk to. There were hugs, as in more than one and I'm trying to figure out if this con did me a favor or not... it's undecided as of now. JR and Ian and Daniel and Holland... oh damn, all of them basically... were great and relaxed and seemed to have fun as well.

* Watching this episode so closely after having interacted with the actors sort of made me realize all over again how good they actually are at their jobs (on the show... especially Tyler and JR in this ep..

( Moonday 4.04 - this is a Derek I want to see more of... please )

♥ j2_everafter fic has been posted. I'm actually okay with how that turned out.
"A Day in the Life of a Sidekick ", Jared/Jensen, PG-13, loosely based in National Treasure.

♥ I have been working on my new prompt tables and will be using the remaining Christmas prompts as well. I hope to have them done by the end of the months. So I owewhitereflection, Alec/Jared, which is already in work and might be the first one done. Sorry enablelove and akintay for the long wait, but you'll get your fics. Promise.

♥ I'm slowly catching up on the SF con videos and these two here made me laugh so much. I love, love Jared's laughter and the way he looks at Jensen while cracking up and Jensen just follows along.

♥ I also had a good laugh last night while watching SPN. Due to the episode and due to morgentau keeping me company. That was fun. Only, I'm still way too tired after that.

♥ I won't post the spoilery pics here because I'm too lazy to upload them now but OMG I'm so looking forward to that episode. I'm looking forward to the rest of the season now anyway. I think my love is fully back. Not reading any reviews helps so much.

To the random things of the week:

♥ News about apartment. I have to get some documents together and hand them in as well, mainly the termination of my current sublease. Let's hope that's all they still need and that things will go fast from there one.Have to hand it in on Monday.

♥ Went shopping with my bro. I could spent hours at IKEA. Mainly got kitchen supplies, because they are cheap and look very cool right now. And I can put them somewhere if something won't work out. I also bought cute little pillows for the couch I don't have. But I found a couch that looks awesome and is so very comfy. I can't buy it right now because i don't know where to put it. I just hope I'll find something similar and equally cheap when I can buy it.

♥ While being on a tour I discovered that one of the electronic stores has the coffee machine my mum has been coveting over for years as a special offer. And since the price is really, really good I bought one for her and one for me. I usually don't drink coffee but you can make lattes, tea and chocolate with it as well. And really, it was only 39€ compared to the usually 99€, it's awesome.

♥ Also bought seasons 2 and 3 of "Queer as Folk" for 12€. Man, there is so much I don't remember about this show and it's really interesting to watch it all back to back

My latop scared me to death on Thrusday and then on Friday again. It booted, up until the point where it showed the Windows sign, pinged and switched over tot he desktop.. only that it didn't switch but stayed black. There was a mouse pointer, I could move it and all but nothing else showed. Have to restart and do a system recovery. No idea what it was and if it will happen again. Safe mode worked the first time and I could save data and all, just no internet for me.. the second time it only worked for the datas before the recovery. I lost some stories. Anyway, works now and is even faster, I am still suspicious though.

Other things:
-> I am blocked. Like completely blocked. Probably because I lost the rewritten last part of the Dark Angel fic. Haven't written a word since then, not even edited stuff, which I am supposed to do so that I can finally post someone's late birthday present.

-> Did post fic though for the "Wherein verse": "Wherein Jared tries not to be too miserable (and to avoid being kidnapped by Mike... or not)", J2, PG-13

-> switched my Big Bang idea out for another one and I can finally take notes and start planning. I am glad I did it and I think chani_atreides will like this very much (not so mcuh the fact that she'll have to wait even longer now).

-> Bought a new bed and a new bookshelf (because it was on sale), threw out my old bookshelf and the old bed. I can sleep again, at least for a bit and I am rested now...a bit. So it really was the bed? Am still a little doubtful. Kitty loves the new bed already, it's way lower than my old one and she can just climb on without having to jump.
Spent three days sorting through books, DVDs and other things. I threw away about three sacks full of stuff.

-> to add to my massive amount of books (I had no idea I had *that many*) I ordered five more, so yeah I think my days will be filled with reading and hopefully writing again.

-> Allergies are worse than ever.... I don't know what to do, my eyes are burning and my nose is constantly swollen. I hate it. I feel like shit.

-> When I wasn't building my bed and bookshelf I was going three a "The OC" marathon. Found season 2 to 4 for 10 each, so no 15€ at amazon. Yay me. Too much money anyway but I needed it.

-> Podfics are awesome, especially podfics of fics from yoru fav authors and your fav reader. *nods* It starting to become my late night ritual before bed.

-> Mum should be back tomorrow and I still have some things to do around here. Nothing goes over spending Easter alone and cleaning and watching "The OC". Is it me or does that sound rather pathetic?
Well not really all alon, had my cat and grandparents + visitor came by today, brought lunch and cake and 20€ (I so know what that will be... Summer dress here I come). It was a nice surprise.

-> The boys... oh the boys made me smile this weekend. I am so glad that this con went so well. Just the pictures alone... and yeah... Boys.
Thank you Jensen war making me smile. Thank you Jared for making me snort out loud. Thank you Jim Beaver for being just... you... :=)

I forgot where I got it from but ( Jensen *sighs* and Jared :D )

Seems like J2 is very much alive and alight... as a concept. And Jensen is the one guarding the fire. I love it.
*polishes tinhat*
I love how Jared said 'they' were late because Jensen fucked up the alarm clock. Interesting. Only Jensen had to spoil it and not say 'we' when he commented on it.
But Jensen made up for it. :)
"...AHAHAHAHA I forgot one story! Someone asked them about the wrap party and they said they didn't know, they didn't make it. They flew here yesterday to be with us instead and, to quote Jensen, "Jared and I had our own wrap party last night." Then he smirked and added "That's why I'm having a hard time moving around this morning." ..." source
Oh boys.

Also, good to know that I could kind of edit my last post.

Yes, I know I am spammy today.

Screw it all...
I AM GOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shoot me now because I still don't have the money.
*shrugs*
Have to find a job soon now I guess.

OMG what have I done???
*flails*

ETA: I am actually calming down now and I feel okay with it. I really do. I'll just have to make it work in the next 5 1/2 months.

I haven't been good with comments lately. I am feeling slightly better, as in my throat isn't killing me anymore, my ear still hurts a little though.
I haven't been online much but worked a little on my thesis paper and a little on the prompts when I felt up to.

So I didn't really see what's going on, at least not much only what's been on my flist, and honestly I am a little tired of wanks and stuff. I was tired of stuff like that before and I seriously don't see the use in bashing and calling it humor.
Call me naive or stupid but I don't really get
I am unspoiled and I rather like it, keeps me a little saner and out of stupid discussions.

I hope I'll be even better this weekend. World Cup and I am kind of looking forward to it even though my swimming squee is lower than it used to be.
But Randall will be there and Peter. I am looking forward to see Ous (Go Trojans) and Therese. It's been a while.

Also this weekend, Chicago Con and J2. I am not sure how much of it I'll actually be able to follow, but I think I'll have a good chance keeping up with it.
In other news my Kitty loves ( Jared, too.. :) )

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I am in the process of cleaning up my harddrive and igt makes me a little nostalgic. I just deleted my old swimming pics folder, I have it all saved in different place but it's still strange to just delete it after all this time.
I deleted the Klete website folder, too. I am not doing much with it anymore and I need the space.

I was even thinking about giving up on APO, but then the space is still there and I can still manage to pay for the domain now, so I guess I will keep it for a while.
I don't know why I am not ready to say goodbye to it yet... It's been there for 6 years now and I think I still feel connected to it.

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People are using their fireplaces around here now. It's cold enough for it.
So every time I open my window it smells like cold air mixed with smoked and burned wood. Sometimes I like it, sometimes it's too much.
And it reminds me that the year is about to end.

Where did this year go?