This is the live

I think my brain melted. I went through a greater part of my notes today and managed to write another ten pages. The thing is that it sounds like grap.
I just don't know how to say things anymore without using the same 20 words over and over again. My vocabulary is broken. Not cool.

Anyway, got a call from work telling my that I have to work tomorrow as well and there I was looking forward to my day off.
I need the time to get things done. But the again it's the early early-shift, which means I'll be home by the time I usually would have gotten up to start working on the thesis.
I just hope I won't be too tired.
But at least I am in a writing flow and I am not as distracted by other things as I thought I'd be.

Speaking of distraction, my flist is so full of glee for Torchwood and I get it.
I really do. Thank God I won't have to wait another week for the next part.
I think my love for the show is partly restored again. And there were scenes I simply loved.

Since I have to get up real early and my brains has decided to not work in *poor whites in Southern literature* anymore I'll go and read some fic and then bed.
I feel so old going to bed before 11pm.

Oh and hate me all you want but I am so tired of this whole Michael Jackson hoopla going on.

Kimi is sick? Meeep..
Middle ear infection? Ouch...
Qualifying wasn't that great either.

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I think I am not really coherent enough to comment on the Torchwood finale.
Just.. whoa...

Uhm... I just got the "My so-called life" DVD box.
I just have to keep myself from watching it right now because I seriously have to go through my books again. I really, really have to.
Still wheeeeee.. :)

Oh and I got a rather new version of Picture!It in one of the computer magazines and it works on Vista.
Wheee again...

Gave myself a two hours break from the books to watch Torchwood and clear my head again.

But it is getting a bit better. I at least am online again and it's fast and the cable is back in place (where it was before. I could have told him that).
I am still slightly sick but I feel okay. Not great but okay.
And the whole thing with me not getting a Christmas present from my mum? That was a really messed-up miscommunication between her and my grandma.
Things clear up but aren't bright.

Anyway, had to hand in books at uni today and I really could have gone without being outside today. It's arctic.
But the good side of the day out was meeting up with Claudia and Josi.

Dead tired and my nose is all stuffed up again.
Bed now.

PS
I love the new Torchwood trailer. Jack/Ianto. *sighs*

PPS What I learned today? Nothing new.. I need a job! Like right now. *sighs*

Thank you diagon, Josi brought me the books yesterday! Wheeee...
Just tell me how I can make it up to you. Thank you so much.

Am still alive.
Just mostly without internet. Long story, it's working for now and has to until tomorrow (when hopefully the new DSL rooter arrives). It is working better now than it did yesterday. Wireless and a bit unstable and bitchy as hell. So I guess I missed a lot of what's going on and I am really, really in no state to go back through all my flist for the last four days or so....
Did I miss something? Tell me.

Am sick again as well, which isn't so surprising sine I am out of antibiotics and my ear is saying Hi again. Anyway, as long as I don't have any fever and the pain isn't that bad, it is okay with me. Still have pain meds left. The one thing that's really bothering me right now is the insomnia, and it isn't even a real one. I can't sleep at night but I sleep through the whole day, which I did the last days (well not much to do without internet). I am so beat that I am constantly tired. I wanted to do so many things for uni during the holidays.
I didn't do one thing. It's going to bite me soon.

I actually wanted to post something positive but there isn't much, well okay that's not true but amazon is kinda pissing me off right now.
I wanted to order one of the Torchwood books, I did actually. And got a mail telling me they can't deliver the book. Meh... Have to find another way to get it then.
Tried to get my source in Cardiff to buy me one together with the new Dr. Who magazine, she can't find them. She says she is constantly told that they are sold out right now. Huh?
Man, that is mean, now that there is stuff in the mag about Torchwood someone seems to have something against me getting it. *pout* I do live in the wrong country for that. But that is nothing new.
Do we really have to wait until October for new eps? *pouts more* That's mean you know?

Back to the other obsession then, Supernatural will be back this week. Thank God.

Uni starts tomorrow. I am so not in the mood to be bored to death again. Really, I have other things to do. Like being obsessed and being pissed at amazon. Or you know, getting better again.

I was about to go to bed. That is so not fair. How am I supposed to sleep now, or calm down for the matter?
I am not squeeing or screaming or flailing or something. That comes in a second.
I am actually just staring right now.

OMG!!!!!!!!
*goes back to stare at hotness incarnated*
What are you doing to me Torchwood?

and yes I know that this is cryptic.. Don't mind me.

I am amused to no ends that Jared made it onto People's 100 Sexiest Men Alive list. Not bad.
Though Jensen is apparently missing. Damn. Oh well at least one of the SPN guys is on the list. Not that tghis list is awfully up to date but they have Jared on it, so yeah. I am not going to buy the mag though...

In other news Torchwood has completely sucked me in. So much that I let John Barrowman read Goodnight Tales to me. Did I mention that I love YouTube sometimes?