This is the live

Still sick but no real fever anymore. My voice is almost gone, this will be so much fun during the next days.
I have a cough now (which I usually get) and it sort of hurts.
So maybe cleaning my room after work today wasn't the wisest idea but it had to be done. I feel kind of dead right now.

Instead of working on my thesis I am writing fic which so isn't good but I couldn't concentrate on the paragraph I was writing anymore. I need to start with the spn_meanttobe fic if I ever want to have a chance of finishing it.
I am also working on a sequel to the last college!AU thingy. I have no idea why I am doing it, probably to keep my mind off of things. I am also procrastinating like mad which is bad.. really, really bad.
I hope I'll be able to get some things done during the next days. No idea how often I'll be online though.

Man, I can't believe Asylum is a week away already and I am a day away from seeing anjaliss. I also can't believe that there isn't that much time left to finish my thesis anymore.
And on Monday the posting for Big Bang will start. Where did all the time go? How do I get it back?

Won't be able to see the race tomorrow since I'll be at the airport. But after this qualifying I sort of don't get why Ferrari wants to keep Massa and diss Kimi. It was sort of of obvious who is the better driver in this year's car.
I just don't get it.

Last but not least my sibject lines will be quotes from Asylum for a while. just because I like them.
This one was Misha to me and then to some others in the customer service line around 11.00pm on Friday.

No one but me will be excited about it but I just got an email from Brendan Hansen.
I giggled hard.

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One thing I took away from Asylum I could have gone without.
I have a cold. I am feeling sick. I think it's a mixture of allergies and maybe the damn cold AC in the hotel room one night.
Bleurgh.

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I think I won't write a real report about the convention because everything has been said and pics have been posted all over the place.
Instead I'll just take my fave quotes out from my notes and post those. I still think some of them are hilarious. And well I'll say something about my experience with the guest.

( Maybe report but not really.. just notes and things I remember )

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I am alone at home until Sunday when anjaliss will finally be here. After that I'll be alone until the 18th.
Right now there are some things going on and I am not sure I want to be alone with them.
I should be working on my thesis but right now I just feel sick.

Yes, I am alive.
No, there won't be Asylum updates from me today.
Just so much, seeing them (all of them) live and in person, seing them interacting and so on... yeah it left an impression. Mostly a good one and I am glad I have that.
I really have to go through my notes and I sure as hell won't repost any panel stuff since it has been done and I'll only use my own fav quotes.
I am still kind of dead, exhausted and really tired. But, despite the organizational chaos and whatnot I can say that I had fun (at least for during the things I wanted to do, and trying not to get too worked up over things).
Met really cool people and I am glad that I had the chance to (btw sorry peaches that I couldn't say bye, had to catch the cap *hugs*).

I am also rather happy with my photo ops with the guys, and I am still hoping that they'll really send my Jason pic via mail, otherwise there will be an email next week.
Report, or whatever it will be, depends on what I remember, and everything else later. I just have to settle back in.
It's still all so fresh and pretty overwhelming.
As for pics, well some of mine turned out okay and with my cam rows 2&3 were necessary. Lots of blurry crap though, no flashes doesn't really work.
But I am okay with it because I know where to get them anyway.

One thing though, I find it really amazing what people can come up with, like con report wise and so on, when they weren't even there.
You really interpret a lot into things, I realise that, but hearing it live is complete different.
I can't really believe what I have read in the last ten minutes I have been online and who actually complained about what.
People? Next time go there, be there, experience it and then you can complain...

ETA: I am trying to catch up with my flist but I am at skip 400 now and I am so not going to be able to comment or whatever... Sorry.
I think I'll give up for now.

Or well tomorrow mornig.
Anyway, see you guys either at Asylum or next week. Don't do too many thigns I'll have to catch up with.. ;)

God, I still have so many things to do and I am kind of exhausted, hungry, tired and allergy ridden.
And maybe just a tiny bit excited and anxious.

News of the day: I figure out how to make my chip open all the doors at work. Yay me.

I know I said it already but I promised to make a real entry. So there:

Happy birthday force_oblique!!!
I hope you had/have an awesome day and that you could enjoy it despite work.
*huggles*
*sends cake and flowers*

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Wow, mum just paid my Jared and the J2 photos for me.
Which means she gave me enough money for me to change it into pounds pay for the things and have enough of my own money to pay for coffee lounges (if I should be so lucky) and the hotel (wich is a whole different story because I hope to have that on ym card) and not worry about money when I come back home.
No idea where that came from but I am of course happy about it. And rather baffled because my mum never gets my fannish obsessions. Didn't get is with swimming and doesn't get it now.
But she always supports me anyway (even things have been rather difficult lately).

Hehe, I even had enough money to go shopping today.
I have shoes!!!!
I just really hope I'll be able to walk in them, would suck if not.
I also have a new top which goes with the shows and my bag and the skirt I am taking... LOL

Yes, I braved the weather and went outside.. after the huge thunderstorm. I hear there is another on the way. Joy.

OMG, 3 days!

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Didn't do anyhting for the thesis today.
I suck.

Seems like I have a week of test working ahead of me, starting tomorrow morning.
I am supposed to see if this job is for me and if I can learn how to handle a cash register in a week.
Well, the boss seemed nice but kind of shocked that I have never worked cash register before.
*sighs*
We'll see how that goes.

So that means I'll have to get up early tomorrow because they said I can decide when to show up but I guess early is always good.
I'll get up early enough to watch the newest SPN and then go off and try to learn how to work a cash register. Yay..

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As for Asylum?
Well fuck you PayPal.
No idea how that will work out.
It's the days were my credit card bill is written and if they do it, they should refund do it today otherwise I'll get a bill that will say they'll get the money from my bank account even if the refund will be back on the credit card.
Which means I can run to my bank and tell them not to book it since the money is already back on the card. Idiots.
*sighs*
Argh.

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Big Bang?
Well, I still don't really like it but I wrote 10k in the last two days.
I have decided to make it two stories in one. So the first part stands at a little over 17k and the draft is finished.
I am working on the second part which now stands at 4k.
I have absolutely no idea where this is going.

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Also, body language is something very interesting.
I am amazed at how you can basically ignore someone only through the placement of your body.
*g*
Nice boys, really nice.

I am hijacking J's computer because I just had to let my squee loose!!!

OMG!!!

YES!

JARED!
I am going to see him! That's all I am caring about right now.
*flails some more*
I am going to see Jared and Jensen!!!!!!

Thanks peaches for spreading the news. That's text messages I love getting.
*hugs*

I know I am probably late with this but I went to bed really early yesterday and just got back home from the doctor's.
But yay for Jason!!! Now I really, really have a reason to go if Jensen should cancel or something... Jason as an interviewer, man this will be awesome (him interviewing Jensen).
And a concert!

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It's not all I missed due to going to bed early.
J2 vid.. Touching knees again and Jared calling Jensen a nerd..
Call me a happy fangirl and I am off to polish my tinhat.
So there..

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So I finally managed to watch the newest Leverage and Gossip Girl this morning. I have to say that "Leverage" was kind of avarage but even despite that I still love the show.
As for "Gossip Girl", I think I have an OTP now, and as usual it is not one of the established/canon pairings. Go me..

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I am off to finally do some more grocery shopping before my mum comes home and I need to get new meds anyway.
Then I should probably use the fact that I am feeling okay-ish and awake and finally write the last part of my spn_j2_xmas story, so that I can send it off to be betaed.
And then, when this is done I will sit down and try to catch up with my flist and fic to read and so on, because you guys are distraction.

Happy Birthday spicy_87 and faith1912!!
Have an awesome day!

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There isn't much today, probably because I didn't do much anyway.

* BuddyTV's Sexiest Men of 2008. because Jared is on ONE and Jensen in #7
* watching Season 1 of "Gilmore Girls" again (because I can't sleep.. again and that made me feel okay at least)
* thinking about posting the J2 drabbles somewhere, I am just not sure I should.. no idea why though *shrugs*
* thinking about the fact that I am going to Asylum (even though I still don't have a flight, not sure about the room either *sighs* but still yay).