This is the live

♥ ...of the car continues. So the brakes are new, all four of them, and the car runs smoothly. I love driving with it now. So I decided to go and visit my grandparents today, or rather they invited me. On the way to them a small, red warning light briefly turns on and then turns off again. It was the warning light for the handbrake. It goes on when the handbrake is pulled, which it wasn't while I was driving. Cure me talking myself down from a minor panic.I told my grandpa and he said it's probably just a loose contact after they attached the new brakes. Well, on the way home the warning light was on the entire time. I think I muscle cramps now, no wonder the way I sat in the car. Argh...

♥ Spent the day at my grandparents since I never heard anything about the planned pool party again. I don't even know if it was really planned or not... My gandma kicked my ass at a cards game, one I always used to play when I spent my summer holidays with them. It's been years since I played. I, again, realized that I'm way too nice and don't really have a strategic mind.

♥ Haven't heard anything about the start of the program either, which is only just a week away. I'm curious if they'll call me this week, if not I'll call them Thursday. Meh.

♥ My muse has left me again. I hate writer's blocks, especially when I'm int he middle of something. In the middle of several somethings actually.
I'm working on my schmoop_bingo card and x5!Jared will have appearances there as well. I really like the Long Way Home verse and those prompts are kinda challenging when it comes to writing x5!Jared

♥ I also decided to try my hands at writing something with "The Curiosity of Chance" in mind. My J2 version of it. The thing is I can't decide who of the J's should be Chance.
Should Jared be the musical one, playing drag and being out but not really and Jensen the jock in a band hoping for his breakthrough? I don't know.. Help!!!!

I also have a new Parkour idea.. or rather I want to finish my first Big Bang idea because I like the beginning and maybe I'll find a way to finish it.

♥ I feel like re-watching SPN from season one onwards. I feel like sitting down and re-watch it and enjoy it without any bias, I don't think it's possible but I think I'll try.

♥ Meme answers I owe:

For elless18
* ( What did you go to school for, and what's your dream job? )

For ithilmenel
* ( *What's your favorite movie? )
* ( Which celeb do you have the biggest crush on? )
* ( What's your favorite song? (current or all-time) )

♥ So, anybody calmed down again? No? Yeah, I get it.
I'm going through all the SPN 5.22 codas and yeah.. maybe I should watch the ep again. I think I'm going to use this ep as inspiration for finally finishing my Sam table. It might even work. I feel like I can write SPN again now. I still have J2 prompts open and I feel like writing today. It's not like the weather makes it hard to decide what to do.

One thing though.. I want a 'stargazing' icon! ( From this scene! )
Anybody willing to make one for me?
Right now I totally suck at using PS

Also, yay for 22 episodes, which I think makes it sort of set that the show might be in Fridays then.
Hmm, don't know what to think about it... we'll have to see how the CW pilots work then. Thank God for Big Bang. I think it'll help me over the summer, like it did last year.

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♥ Another haircut, like 5 to 6cm are gone. I like it. It feels fluffier and not as bleak and heavy.

♥ I wish it would stop raining. It's not doing anything for me mood. And it's freaking cold. Too cold.
*sighs*

♥I'm thinking about going to watch "Robin Hood" next week, I want to see it but I can't bring up any enthusiasm to really go.
Might be the fact that getting into the city right now is sort of a world trip for me. Damn public transportation and working on the tracks... again.
Also.. RAIN!!!!

ETA... Because Russell Crowe and Scott Grimes have awesome voices... ( singing for fans in Rome with Alan Doyle and Kevin Durand.. )

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♥ ( 30 Day meme )

( Day 14- Best mashup you’ve ever heard )
( Day 15- A moment, phrase, or song that has changed your life the most )
( Day 16- Something that you want to do within the next five years )
( Day 17- What you want to remembered for )

I am not really awake for anything coherent. I had a nice evening out with friends, which turned into a night out and saw me coming home around 2.30 am.
It's amazing how packed the city was at this hour, masses of people and the trains were full.
Anyway, had waffles and caipi's and got to talk to friends, I am glad I went out even though I had to get up at 10am today.

Conclusion: I am tired!

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So my Big Bang poll seems to be decided 5:1.
If someone still wants to see the plot ideas and vote, you can do this here

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-> Meme # 1
Leave a comment saying, "COMMENT" and I will give you five words I associate with you. Then post about what they mean to you, along with this, at your journal.
enablelove gave me these ( words )

-> I was thinking about doing the VoicePost meme but I think I am too chicken to do it.
I can't really stand recording myself but maybe... so if you want me to answer some question in a voicepost comment and I'll try my best. But no promises.

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Last but not least some pimping: There are sparkles... :)

Was at my doc's after work yesterday. At least now I have meds that work. Still pain. Not as bad as the last two days but bad enough that i couldn't go to sleep without painkillers last night.
I hate how it gets worse over night and almost good when I wake up only to come back again. And it's not really my tooth.
It's my ear that got the nerve going which then got the tooth going and everything else as well. I am not really a happy camper here.

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Yay SPN day.
Seeing as I am not really sleepong at night I might as well do it again and watch it in the middle of the night.
I have to get up early anyway. So bed early tonight and I should be fine, if I can sleep that is.

Speaking about TV, I don't know if I'll go on with "Melrose Place". I just can't seem to get into it.
It's not bad but it's not really good either. And I already gave up on "90210".
I know the originals weren't that much better when it came to storylines or characters but I grew up with those and back then it wasn't really all that obvious how soap-like those shows were.
Right now I am not really all that into it.

I am patiently waiting for "Southland" to come back though. I really want to know how it will go on.

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No idea what to do for my birthday.
I am not in the mood to think about those things.
My grandparents will take me shopping tomorrow though. New boots. I just hope I can find any.

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Meme:
01. Comment to this entry saying 'ICONS!' and I will pick 6 of your icons.
02. Make an entry in your own journal and talk about the icons I picked!


hd_obsession picked: ( these )

I was tagged by slippery_fish

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.
B) Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.
acityofwonder, evil_witch666, gehirnstuerm, joans23, lizook12, matalinolukaret, peaches, spicy_87

( answers )

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I wanted to comment on Leverage but I think I'll just go and watch Friday 13th again and fall into bed afterwards.
Too tired for anything other than some Padalecki ass in tight designer jeans.
Leverage squee later then... I guess.

I still don't really know what to do about the costume situation and I only have like 3 1/2 hours left to decide what to wear.
I hate it when plans are smashed in the last minute and I don't have the chance to make changes anymore. I really hate it.

Bah.

Yes, I was bored so here are some memes:
Icon meme: xo_disaster_ox wanted to know about ( these icons )


Another meme snagged from xo_disaster_ox:
( Movie meme )