why can't things work out for once?

[the_milky_way]

Haven't been around much the last few days.
Mainly due to some trouble my mum had at work and because she needed some support.
Then her bf had to have surgery and it was additional pressure that kind of dragged her down as well.
But I wasn't really feeling up to doing much anyway.

I thought things were getting better.
That was before I woke up today looking like a strawberry and feeling the urge to rip my skin off.
My mum thinks it's either a belated symptom of scarlet fever (which I have had a lot as a child) or a very severe allergic reaction.
Either way, it sucks.
At leats it's not in my face.
I feel a little dizzy as well but not much, no idea if it's because of the other thing or just because I am tired.

Speaking of tired.
I sleep okay but my dreams are getting stranger and stranger.
I don't know what's up with that.

Oh and it would be nice to actually get a chance to have jonb interviews instead of getting no answer at all.
I don't know what I am doing wrong. Maybe I look so repulsive that people don't want to talk to me.
I just want a job where I can earn some money to pay health insurance and maybe a little money to spen on myself.
Sometimes I do wonder what's wrong with me

To cheer myself up...










Oh and if anybody has any fluffy recs or something send them my way??
Please?
I need something to distract myself from things and I am not feelig up to write anything.

***
Meme answers, questions asked by silme711

1. What's your favourite word?
Yes.
It's simple I know... But I like it... :)

2. Would you rather be rich or famous?
Oh.. Hmm.. actually I don't know. I think being rich but unknown has it's perks and it might work for my advantage.

3. If you could travell back in time where would you go?
Good question. Maybe Egypt or back to King Arthur's times to see if he existed and to see how it was back then. I think I'd chose a time where I wouldn't be able to accidently change much.
There are a lot of eras that I would want to see, so it's hard to decide.

4. Mountain climbing or deep sea diving?
Deep sea diving. I love water and hate climbing mountains. I like mountains just fine if I don't have to climb them.
Even though I might be afraid of fishes I still like the water a lot.

5. What's your favourite poet?
There are some that I like.. Lord Byron, Yeats or Langston Hughes

Comments

[gehirnstuerm.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry things suck atm *hugs*

But the Kitty pics are adorable as usual ♥

[the_milky_way]

Thank you.. :)

Hehe, she loves my bed... and especially the sheets I already had when I was seven. :D

[acityofwonder.livejournal.com]

Kitty is as pretty as ever!

Oh I forgot to ask last time - do you have five questions for me? You always give me good ones ♥!

[the_milky_way]

Hehe, yes.... she loves the sheets and those are 20 years old... LOL

*hugs*
Of course. :)

1. If you knew you could only watch one sports event per year which one would it be?
2. What's the most appropriate song to play for your biggest crush?
3. Which country would you never move to even though you like it a lot?
4. The last thing that made you laugh out loud and go on for a while?
5. Fandom life or Real Life?

♥

[matalinolukaret.livejournal.com]

Oh hun. *hug* ♥

Kitty. ♥

[the_milky_way]

*clings*
♥

Yep.. :D

[blue_ant]

Oh, ugh. Is what you have hives? Because I've had that before and it is HORRIBLE. I think I had it everywhere except my face as well. I totally understand how it feels. So absolutely horrible, you want like, take an ice bath so you won't feel your skin anymore. I used this cream over my body and it only barely helped. I hope you can take some allergy medication to keep the itching down -- if you've got what I had. Mine came about by stress, among other things. Damn sensitive skin!

I love you and if you need to whine/complain, you have my email address.

[the_milky_way]

It is kind of like hives yes... it's red and itchy, bit not all the time. And it's on my arms, back, thighs and stomach.. Urgh...

My mum not thinks it could be the new detergent.
*shrugs*
I had to get new clothes and then new ones again because the first new batch had been washed with the new detergent as well.. *sighs*

But I feel dizzy so maybe it's more than that.. I don't know

Love you,. too and I just sent you a mail.. LOL

[joans23.livejournal.com]

*MASSIVE HUGS* sweetie! You better get to a doctor if it doesn't get better soon!
And I'll keep holding thumbs for you on the job front, it has to change around some time! In conclusion, KITTTYYYY!
♥

[the_milky_way]

Thank you!
*huggles back*
I'll see a doctor tomorrow if it shouldn't get better.

Thank you again. I hope i'll find something soon.

LOL, yes Kitty.
♥

[peaches.livejournal.com]

meh. *hugs you*
i hope you'll feel better and things will be better really soon!!!

[the_milky_way]

Thanks.
*hugs back*
I hope so, too... it totally sucks right now.

I wish I could at least right then I could keep you company and would get things done.

[slippery-fish.livejournal.com]

Awwww, Kitty.

Getting a job right now is just hell. :/ *hugs*

[the_milky_way]

Kitty is a sunshine right now.

*nods*
Meeep... it's good that at least you get chances.. I don't even get that far.
*sighs*

[hd-obsession.livejournal.com]

*snuggles*

Yes, huh?

[the_milky_way]

*huggles back*
*sighs*

Hope you get better soon as well...
♥

[io-2.livejournal.com]

dich scheint es ja dieses jahr besonders schlimm erwischt zu haben *ganz fest drück*

dein flauschnkeuel ist echt so s-ü-ß!!!

[the_milky_way]

Ja, irgendwie schon. Und ich weiß nicht mal genau wieso. :(
*Zurück drück*

Hehe, das ist sie.
Kitty mag mein Bett und diese Bettwäsche sehr.

[evil-witch666.livejournal.com]

Oh babe....I hope you're feeling better soon and that things get better with everybody and everything really really soon too. *hugs*

[the_milky_way]

Thank you.
It's just annoying right now... :(
*hugs*

BTW have you thought about the MBV thingy yet?

[kros-21.livejournal.com]

oh sweetie... between you and your mother things don't sound too good...
I hope things will get better soon for both of you! *hugs tight*

and the job will arrive hun, don't give up hope!

cute kitty!

*hugs*

[the_milky_way]

*hugs back*
Than k you so much hun.

I hope so. I just want to get a chance to at least talk to people but not even that works right now.

Hehe... yeah she is one of the things that cheers me up these days.

*smishes*
♥

[force-oblique.livejournal.com]

Yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!
It's the best word ever! :)

OH my! I am sorry about the rush baby! I hope its not as itchy now?
I hope you feel better soon!!!

I hope you can get a proper job interview and a good-paying job soon!

[the_milky_way]

*lol*
Right?

It is itchy but it's okay.... *sighs*
Thank you.
*hugs*

I hope so.
Thanks. :)

[nairie.livejournal.com]

oh dear, hope you're better soon.

[the_milky_way]

Thank you. :)
I hope so, too.

[purequicksilver.livejournal.com]

*points and bounces excitedly* FLUFFY KITTY, FLUFFY FLUFFY KITTY! She looks sooo fluffy I wanna cuddle her. What a sweetheart. <333

Huh. o_O Stupid rash, go away! Also, here's to hoping that the private and job troubles will sort themselves out soon.

[the_milky_way]

LOL, yes she is very fluffy... :) And she is totally cuddly so she will never mind someone cuddling here.. :)

Yes, I hope it will be gone soon. It's annoying, especially since I have no idea where it is coming from.

Thank you.
The same goes for you. I read your last entry and I kind of forgot to comment.. oops.. :_(
*hugs*

[lizook12.livejournal.com]

Oh sweetie, I'd wondered where you'd gotten to! ((((hugs))))

Feel better soon!

I still have my fingers and toes crossed for you on the job issue.

No fic recs here unless you want something of the light Bones variety (then check my LJ ;) )

(((HUGS))) again!

[the_milky_way]

*hugs*
Sorry...

Thank you. :) For everything.

I'll check it out soon. I am so out of Bones right it's not even funny anymore.
Sorry again.

*huggles*

[neyne.livejournal.com]

aww *hugs* i hope you get better soon!

fluff recs...that i can do :)

Very short Jack/Ianto (http://smallwaldo.livejournal.com/53526.html) - This always makes me feel better.

Napping!J2 (http://lazy-daze.livejournal.com/500690.html) - Very cute and just...comfy!

A kinda long J2 (http://ms-soma-fic.livejournal.com/3393.html) - Long, cute, adorable, comfy, makes you feel all warm inside. I love it.

[the_milky_way]

Thank you. :)
I hope so, too.

Awesome!
Thank you!!!
*goes to read*
Man it's been ages that I have had some Jack/Ianto. :)

[silme711.livejournal.com]

Oh, sweetie! *hugs tight*
I really hope it's nothing serious.
*sends TONS of love*

Your kitty is so adorable!

And I really like your answers. I know some of Lord Byron's stuff. Amazing!

[the_milky_way]

*hugs back*
Thank you so much..:)

Hehe, yeah. She kind of knows it and uses it every chance she gets.

Thanks. :)
I started with Byron because of Highlander and then I had a lecture about him and other British poets which was rather interesting.

[sandrine]

I'm sorry things are such a mess now, with your mum and the job situation and the health stuff. *huggles a lot, super-tightly* I hope your mum feels better now and the rash (or whatever it is) goes away quickly. Has it already eased up a bit?

Sorry for not being around to provide moral support in person. :( *sends lots of virtual cuddles and fluff and comfort food instead*

As for recs - it's not exactly fluff, but it has a happy ending and is a very rewarding read: http://derryere.livejournal.com/106433.html (Merlin RPS).

*hugs some more*

ETA: I meant to say: As for the job, hang in there! Don't give up! I'm sure some opportunity will open up sooner or later. In the current economical situation, it's probably a bitch to find something, but eventually, it has to work out.

[the_milky_way]

Thank you.
Well, the trouble for my mum is still there and unsolved but ti seems to be on the move and maybe end okay... I am not sure. It's all pretty fucked up.

My rash is better int he way that it isn't as visible as it was yesterday and less itchy... so maybe it's going away faster than I thought. Not that it isn't ichty at all anymore, my knees are kind of trying to drive me crazy.

It's okay. *hugs*
Thanks for the rec.. :D

Yeah, I'll see how that goes. Would have been nice to know before that they couldn't open the file. But now I know.
We'll see.

[mama24.livejournal.com]

Awwwww! Kitty! *cuddles* She seems pretty laid back and fluffy and... awwwww! <3

Well... stupid real life, huh? *hugs tight*

[the_milky_way]

*lol* Yes, she is pretty laidback but can be a total diva as well.

Yes, totally stupid.
Thank you.
*hugs back*