This is the live

This is for sandrine.
"Between lost and found (you show me the difference)"
Gossip Girl, Chuck/Jenny, Nc-17

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I feel totally blocked.
I need to write so many things. I have so many things started and I do have ideas how to go on.
But even sitting down and opening Word is a taks I don't seem to be able to complete today.
Still need to work on the next part of the Dark Angel fic though. I'll try to work on prompts later, after a hot and long bath.
I so need to wake up again for that any kind of creative output.

Still not sure about anything Big Bang related. I just don't really have a mind to think about it right now.

Therefore, meme. :)

Comment and I'll pick one (unless you want more) of your fandoms, post the answers to your journal and so on and so forth. If you want you can ask me my fandoms in the comments as well. :)

spiritcrow gave me ( Leverage )

... I am melting away.
No seriously, I am dehydrated. I had to buy myself iced water with some sugar to not collapse. A sugar deficit is not cool.
And late shifts are not cool either.. so to speak. The whole outdoor area is so heated up that I sprayed myself and the plants with water to get through it. I hate it when there is no wind going. I also think it unfair that half the people are already leaving when I come in. Meh... somehow the time is sort of longer during the late shift. But at least my colleagues are fun and we had some sort of water battle. At least I didn't have the late late shift.
Too hot for me.

Also to hot to actually be able to concentrate on finishing my meanttobe fic. I can't seem to find an end to it. Thank God there has been an extension and I have time until the 4th.
*sighs* I want to get it done and posted because I actually like the idea.

As for the prompts, now worries. I am working on them. You actually can leave more if you want.. prompts that is.
And I'll be all alone for two weeks so no one will disturb my writing peace.. well no one but my cat.

Oh and I totally forgot about the VancouverCon being this weekend.
Hmmm... what does that say about me and my attachment to fandom these days?
*shrugs* Looking forward to the boys though, and Alona and Aldis...

Off to watch Leverage
Also, yay for a third season. :)

spicy_87 is hosting a Multi-Fandom Friending Meme.
Go, have fun and find new friends!

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Welcome new friend!
I have no real intro post but my profile says a lot I think.
Hope you'll have fun around here.

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I am slightly drunk on Ukrainian Champagne.
I just wish this stuff wouldn't be so expensive.

Work was sort of okay today. I was bored for the last two hours because there was nothing to do but they needed me to stay so that I could man one of the telephones.

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Oh and there are still spots open.
So if you want me to write you something just leave a fandom, a pairing and a prompt.
I could use some more than the two I got so far.

I am stuck with my spn_meanttobe fic. I can't write longer crack as it seems.
At least I have my 1000 words, which doesn't mean this thing is anywhere near being done.

Also, Big Bang is over.
I have gotten used to there being new fic every day.
Hmmm...

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Edit: I totally forgot to write about it. I managed to finally watch the last three eps of Southland's first season.
And right now I can't wait for the new season. I didn't expect the twist in the last ep at all. Of all the people.. not him. I really like it.
I want to see more. Like, right now.

In celebration of that, Southland gets its own TV badge now.

So it might not have been the brightest idea to read until 4am (and feel happy about new Jared pictures). I haven't slept at all because I couldn't fall asleep, which usually isn't a problem when I go to bed at that hour.
Now I feel rather dizzy and I wanted to go into the city. I think I'll postpone that until tomorrow.

I stayed awake to read some Big Bang and some Psych fic. It sort of says a lot that I only sort of remember the Psych fic. But that doesn't say anything about BB, just that the story I was reading wasn't for me.
I am still amazed by some of the reactions to this year's BB. Makes me want to not do it again.

I am a little bored but I am trying to come up with a beginning for my meanttobe fic but I just come up blank. I trying to not give up on it, so I am still hoping for the idea to hit .
So yeah I am sort of boring right now. Nothing much to tell.

Edit: Nicked from sandrine

Ask me my fannish Top Five [whatevers]. Any top fives. Doesn't matter what, really! And I will answer them all in a new post.

I just sat on my windowsill and watched rather cool fireworks.
The local football club officially re-opened their new stadium today. They had to built new sections to accomodate the rules of the higher league they managed to enter this year.
Therefore a friendly was held between the club and Hertha BSC (the first league club of the city). I didn't even need to watch the game on TV, I could hear everything that was going on just fine.
Yes the stadium is that close. Anyway awesome fireworks and I didn't even need to leave my room.

Was shopping after work today and it's sort of cool to have some money when sales are going on.
I scored two pairs of earings as well as a sweater, the later for only 2.50.
Oh and I got my Dakine accessory bag for the backback I bought some weeks ago.
This sort of let my love for Dakine grew even more. Not only were they supper fast with delivering it they also put some small but cute suprises in it, like sheets of stickers with all the current Dakine logos and a chip for the mall trolleys.

Nothing else to tell.
My organisational skills concerning my thesis still seem to be hide somewhere. Can't find them anymore.
I am so massively stuck that I am this close to panicking. Not yet though, am still trying to get it done.
I am also reading books that have nothing to do with my thesis, which sort of helps trying to calm down again.
The thing is that I want to write either a Sam/Dean or a J2 version of one of the books. So not good. I can't use more distractions.

Also, US Nationals are going on and I sort of don't care. No, that isn't right I do care I just don't stay awake the whole night watching races on Live Timing.
Speaking of Nationals, wtf RyRy, did your hair explode?

Still sick but no real fever anymore. My voice is almost gone, this will be so much fun during the next days.
I have a cough now (which I usually get) and it sort of hurts.
So maybe cleaning my room after work today wasn't the wisest idea but it had to be done. I feel kind of dead right now.

Instead of working on my thesis I am writing fic which so isn't good but I couldn't concentrate on the paragraph I was writing anymore. I need to start with the spn_meanttobe fic if I ever want to have a chance of finishing it.
I am also working on a sequel to the last college!AU thingy. I have no idea why I am doing it, probably to keep my mind off of things. I am also procrastinating like mad which is bad.. really, really bad.
I hope I'll be able to get some things done during the next days. No idea how often I'll be online though.

Man, I can't believe Asylum is a week away already and I am a day away from seeing anjaliss. I also can't believe that there isn't that much time left to finish my thesis anymore.
And on Monday the posting for Big Bang will start. Where did all the time go? How do I get it back?

Won't be able to see the race tomorrow since I'll be at the airport. But after this qualifying I sort of don't get why Ferrari wants to keep Massa and diss Kimi. It was sort of of obvious who is the better driver in this year's car.
I just don't get it.

Last but not least my sibject lines will be quotes from Asylum for a while. just because I like them.
This one was Misha to me and then to some others in the customer service line around 11.00pm on Friday.

Needs Moar Schmoop!!!

I'll go through it when I'll get up in the morning and write some.
I think I need it.
*nods*
*off to bed*

First of all, I might actually have an idea for Big Bang and I am getting excited about it.

Right now I am taking a break from my thesis and from finishing the story that I was supposed to be done with my the 1st. Those two things are kind of robbing my sleep these days (oh not to mention my furture angst but that won't be the topic here, no worries). So much that I am kind of unfit to be among people. I am so freaking tired, but at least I am not sick.

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Totally girly random stuff.
I hate, like really truly hate the new Herbal Essences. I want the old volume shampoo back. It worked. For me at least. Now I can't do anything with my hair without getting an electrical shock after combing it. I hate having to go and look through other shampoos now just to find one that works again. It took me years to find the right one, not to mention one that is ripping the skin off my head.*sighs* Okay, I am done with that rant.

LJ seems to be back to randomly switching icons again. This time though I actually like the one they switched one of my Alec icons with. Huh, go figure...

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My grandpa is the best. I have been looking for a usb cable for my cell phone and I only could find the real expensive version from Sony, which yeah would work but I didn't want to spend that much money on a single cable.I told him about it when I was there on Thursday and we looked at several catalogues and online shops but couldn't really find anything much cheaper. He called me today and told me about a site he forgot to mention and that I should go and look for the cable and then call him back. The shop actually has the one for my cell phone type and it's only 6.90€, which is really practical since I actually need the cable to get the pictures off my cell phone. It's quite a difference between 6.90 and 23.95. I wonder what makes the one cable that much mor expensive. It's probably just the name.

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Fandom stuff, which means there is the meme at the end of this. So yeah, you are warned. Oh and it's and OTP meme. :)

Oh and I have not seen any of the spn 4.15 clips. I am trying to be strong, so there.
But dude, I would love people to use cuts. Yes, I have laughed about the posted thing and it's cute but argh spoiler... *is miffed* Why do people make it so hard to stay spoiler-free?

Cuteness alert for the day.... Jared and his dogs. Most of you probably have seen the pictures by now and I don't really feel all that good about reposting them, so I won't.
But dude, looking at Jared and the dogs cuddling makes my day better. And I have to think about the picture Jared was talking about, the one on his cell with the dogs and Jensen on the bed. I actually want to see that one.. :)

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Meme time again.
Okay, so this is basically a sentece describing my OTPs. 17 of them to be exact (I never knew I had that many) and all you have to do is trying to find out which pairing it meant.
I know it sounds hard, but if you know my fandoms it shouldn't be that hard (I tried to be obvious, and yes TV shows, movies, books and rps... oh and there are het pairings). I am not doing the screened comments thing, who comments gets it. I am too lazy to do it the other way. :) I have done that meme ages ago but some things have changed since then so yeah.. Behind the cut since it's long and all.
( Guess the OTP meme )

I mean unproductiveness (ist that even a word? I doubt it).
I had planned to do so many things today, I managed one thing and that was watching the movie for my whenboymeetsboy fic again to get some scenes done.
Urgh...

My head though was very productive.
It produced headaches all day and just stopped after I took a very long bath this evening.

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Anyway, I feel kinda left out these days. I couldn't comment on half of the entries on my flist because of spoilers.
Sorry guys... I'll look out for the non-spolery entries.
I am really trying to stay away from things.
I do believe it's better for my sanity.

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Yesterday, slippery_fish and me went to see "Nick and Norah's infinite playlist" and I have to say that I liked it.
It's a nice little movie and it was worth getting out in the evening to see it.
Not a wasted evening.

Speaking of movies. I don't even know how often I have seen Friday 13th now.
No, that's wrong.
I know it's been three times now, so not so bad. And I didn't even mind the dubbed version, because the original version isn't better or worse.
*shrugs*
Anyway, that's not the point. The point is that I want more Clay Miller/Tom Hanniger fic.
I have read some pretty good ones but I need more.

Just came home from my grandparent's place and I think they thoroughly enjoyed my getting more and more typsy by the hour.
Evil sparkling wine my grandma keeps on buying.

So I am not really sure if it is me being utterly overdoing things or if it is the story that is really that funny.
But it took me half an hour last night to read two paragraphs because I laughed so hard.
And it wasn't really such a major thing, but imagining Draco Malfoy as a goose saying "honk" every time Harry talked to it (it, as in the goose) set me off.
Really, I just couldn't stop laughing. Reading another humor fic afterwards didn't really help with my plan of going to bed early.
I think it was seven in the morning when I had enough.

Right now I am dizzy, I feel nauseous, my stomach aches and I think I might even be seeing things. Had to write down a list of things to do for tomorrow so that I won't forget them.. again, like I did today.
If I wasn't so tired I'd be worried about myself right now.
I think I should go to bed.
I am so very behind with commenting and reading my flist, it's not even funny anymore.

This way I will never ever finish this damn spn_j2_xmas thing. And I like my idea.
*sobs*
And really, the way things are I am pretty sure I shouldn't even think about staying awake for the j2_everafter claiming tonight.
I know I shouldn't, especially since I am already doing whenboymeetsboy and when I am waiting for the spn_j2_bigbang sign up to start.
God, tell me again why I am douing this???

Oh and I should book a flight I think.

I need a job!