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And so it begins...
I don't know what to say other than
I have to rant a little before I start with the notes and stuff.
I just really think some people are kind of taking it too serious.
I get where they are coming from I really do.
But I'd never go as far as to say I hate one of the main characters when the other has done some/said almost equally as bad hings.
And what I don't get is why suddenly people tend to forget about those past said things (from either side) and solely focus on stuff that isn't even clear if it was meant or not.
I do get the strong reactions here but I think it's overdoing it without really knowing how it goes on.
It's a little too much for me there.
Just my two cents, feel free to defriend.
I don't care.
I know Sam is a little brat here but I think this serves the purpose to actually show how much they afre drifting apart.
And really Dean isn't a saint either.
I think Sam is just really frustrated that things are getting out of control like that and he is lashing out, wether under influence or not.
They are not set out to hurt each other purposely, and Sam isn't trying to be an asshole on purpose..
He is fighting for things he thinks are right and he is confused and he is maybe taking the wrong approach here.
Anyway, it feels a little like Metamorphosis, and well I wanted to hit both boys then.
*sighs*
On to the notes than before I end up ranting even more.
Oh that was a gory start for the ep.
Dean is so the jealousboyfriend brother and the way he flops back down when Sam finishes his phonecall is kinda cute.
Sam called him kiddo? *sighs*
Could it please not get bad between them? I know it's a hopeless wish but still..
The puppy eyes are out.
I like the how they are doing the shots there, tight on the eyes.
The doc is suspicious.
Love hormone? That sounds like fanfic there...
Dean flirting. So Dean.
Sam is flirting, too.. OKay.
"You totally c-blocked me." Yeah Dean... it's not like Sam was there first.
Awww Dean is so happy about the case. His "Finally" there says it all.
Bobby!
Dean read the Odyssey... Heheh.
Okay, that thing is ugly.
Awww Dean going through Sammy's phone?
You don't trust your brother don't you? I mean he has a reason but stil...
*sighs*
Hey Bobby.
Supernatural STD.. *snorts*
FBI agent. Dean's face.
They are conning the FBI. Bobby cooking. *giggles*
FBI phone!!! Bobby is so awesome.
"I am not doing this for you, I am doing it for the girls"
So Dean is talking about cars and music. He is in heavin right (pun intended).
Sex pollen!!!
So fanfic. Even if it is a fake one.
Jensen looks pretty there.
Jared looks pretty there as well. And please, we all know what will happen there.
Drinking on the job.... yeah really.
Living with a stranger. Oh Sammy... yeah, people change.
Sam! Don't.
It's not good.
This scene is so useless there. I blame TPTB for that one.
Blah.
I am not complaining about getting to see Sam like that vut still, this season is kind of slutty when it comes to Sam.-
But maybe that is another hint that he has changed since Dean died. Since he lost his brother, the one person he really loves.
And really, only angry sex for Sammy... Poor guy.
They fight.
Banging monsters? OH Dean.
"You don't trust me?"
"No."
"I gotta handle this Sam. By myself."
Oh Dean, I knwo you think you are doing the right thing, but it's hurting Sam.
I think Sam just wants the old relationship back as well. They just don't talk about it.
Seriously lack of communication going on there.
And then he goes and calls Nick. Nice.
I really, really like how Sam looks right after he chucks the cell at the wall.
Dean really believes that the doc it's it.
So Dean's perfect mate is a guy. Oh how obvious Kripke... really.
But yeah, than again it's not his fault that Jensen has chemistry with guys more than with women.
Oh well, it's got Dean.
"I gave hoim what he needed... It was you."
Sammy. Do you think it's the right way to talk to a monster that has you killed right this moment?
Damn, that is so not good.
Not good at all.
"The Sam I knew is gone."
Yeah, people change.
So it's starting. Sam vs. Dean.
Oh boy,. the way the look at each other. Boys.
Soda... Oh Bobby you are cool.
Sam looks more beaten up there.
No, you are not good. You haven't been good for a while.
Meeep.
So this episode was great, despite the fact that it was entire show case about how much the boys are drifting apart. Still, I liked it.
I am not about to send either Sam or Dean into damnation for what they said, because yes they were under a spell and yes it might be a little truth in those words but I see it like it was set to happen sooner or later.
You can love a person with all you heart and still want to lash out, that doesn't mean you puposefully wangt to hurt them or that you even realise your hurting them in the first place.
I think Sam was an ass there but he wasn't being one because of Dean.
Sam's in a lot of shit there and Dean is one aspect to it, the biggest part probably. Dean is still the one anchoring him, if Dean hadn't gotten back Sam would be far worse off than he is right now. So I see it like a little bit of hope still there, even if they fight and say hurtful things.
And really Dean basically disclaimed his unconditional love to Sam.
Which I really appreciate and all.
I don't hate Sam. I think he was and sometimes still is a real brat but he is confused as well because he isn't the only one that has changed. Dean did, too... and Dean is the one telling Sam he doesn't trust him anymore. What's Sam supposed to do? Beg for Dean's trust? Not be his own man, like he was forced to the months Dean was gone, stop feeling guilty that he is the reason for Dean being gone in the first place?
Maybe the guilt place a heavy role for both of them. Dean has done a lot for Sam, has given up his life even so it's kind of natural for Sam to feel guilty about it. Sam also feels guilty that he is doing things he thinks are right and for the good cuase but knows Dean disapporves off. So that might be a reason for Sam to say Dean is holding him back. I am not so sure about the better hunter thing not being influenced by the siren. There was no need for Bobby to say not feel bad in the end if the writer's inteneded it to be an open end.
Dean feels guilt for not looking out for Sam, for wanting the Sam back that he knew before he died. But that's just not possible anymore, too many things have happened and I think they both know it.
It makes sense that the brotherly moments are rare and far in between now, and that sometimes they feel odd. Because those aren't the same men they were four years ago.
Too many things have happened, and they would be less human if those things wouldn't have changed them
I am not sure what to think about some things in this episode and I am not really spoiled but I am curious how they will go on with the whole brother vs brother thing.
I think I just want the brothers be brothers again.
***
So Leverage... still awesome one liners.
* I love when the team Eliot and Hardison up, it's always funny and awesome
* Eliot "Strip Joint" and the smirk to that was so Chris ;)
* Eliot and his car it's like Dean and the Metalica... and well Hardison is a little like Sammy, riding shot gun *snorts*
* Hardison fighting and shooting a car.. on accident *giggles*
* Sophie is getting on my nerves there... as a doctor
* Parker is awesome, the way she reads the things from her arm... *lol*
* Eliot and Hardison with the car bomb? I laughed out loud.
* the following scene? I really liked the music there... cowboy show down... fits
* Eliot likes to be in control.. *snorts*
* "I am WITH him."
* okay can I say OTP there? Can I? Because this is almost as good as real canon. Hardison is awesome and Eliot's face is even awesomer.. *giggles*
* Parker jumping into Eliot's arms was cute
* Hardison holding th car door open for Eliot.. awwwwww
* the case was okayish, interesting at least
I don't know what to say other than
I have to rant a little before I start with the notes and stuff.
I just really think some people are kind of taking it too serious.
I get where they are coming from I really do.
But I'd never go as far as to say I hate one of the main characters when the other has done some/said almost equally as bad hings.
And what I don't get is why suddenly people tend to forget about those past said things (from either side) and solely focus on stuff that isn't even clear if it was meant or not.
I do get the strong reactions here but I think it's overdoing it without really knowing how it goes on.
It's a little too much for me there.
Just my two cents, feel free to defriend.
I don't care.
I know Sam is a little brat here but I think this serves the purpose to actually show how much they afre drifting apart.
And really Dean isn't a saint either.
I think Sam is just really frustrated that things are getting out of control like that and he is lashing out, wether under influence or not.
They are not set out to hurt each other purposely, and Sam isn't trying to be an asshole on purpose..
He is fighting for things he thinks are right and he is confused and he is maybe taking the wrong approach here.
Anyway, it feels a little like Metamorphosis, and well I wanted to hit both boys then.
*sighs*
On to the notes than before I end up ranting even more.
Oh that was a gory start for the ep.
Dean is so the jealous
Sam called him kiddo? *sighs*
Could it please not get bad between them? I know it's a hopeless wish but still..
The puppy eyes are out.
I like the how they are doing the shots there, tight on the eyes.
The doc is suspicious.
Love hormone? That sounds like fanfic there...
Dean flirting. So Dean.
Sam is flirting, too.. OKay.
"You totally c-blocked me." Yeah Dean... it's not like Sam was there first.
Awww Dean is so happy about the case. His "Finally" there says it all.
Bobby!
Dean read the Odyssey... Heheh.
Okay, that thing is ugly.
Awww Dean going through Sammy's phone?
You don't trust your brother don't you? I mean he has a reason but stil...
*sighs*
Hey Bobby.
Supernatural STD.. *snorts*
FBI agent. Dean's face.
They are conning the FBI. Bobby cooking. *giggles*
FBI phone!!! Bobby is so awesome.
"I am not doing this for you, I am doing it for the girls"
So Dean is talking about cars and music. He is in heavin right (pun intended).
Sex pollen!!!
So fanfic. Even if it is a fake one.
Jensen looks pretty there.
Jared looks pretty there as well. And please, we all know what will happen there.
Drinking on the job.... yeah really.
Living with a stranger. Oh Sammy... yeah, people change.
Sam! Don't.
It's not good.
This scene is so useless there. I blame TPTB for that one.
Blah.
I am not complaining about getting to see Sam like that vut still, this season is kind of slutty when it comes to Sam.-
But maybe that is another hint that he has changed since Dean died. Since he lost his brother, the one person he really loves.
And really, only angry sex for Sammy... Poor guy.
They fight.
Banging monsters? OH Dean.
"You don't trust me?"
"No."
"I gotta handle this Sam. By myself."
Oh Dean, I knwo you think you are doing the right thing, but it's hurting Sam.
I think Sam just wants the old relationship back as well. They just don't talk about it.
Seriously lack of communication going on there.
And then he goes and calls Nick. Nice.
I really, really like how Sam looks right after he chucks the cell at the wall.
Dean really believes that the doc it's it.
So Dean's perfect mate is a guy. Oh how obvious Kripke... really.
But yeah, than again it's not his fault that Jensen has chemistry with guys more than with women.
Oh well, it's got Dean.
"I gave hoim what he needed... It was you."
Sammy. Do you think it's the right way to talk to a monster that has you killed right this moment?
Damn, that is so not good.
Not good at all.
"The Sam I knew is gone."
Yeah, people change.
So it's starting. Sam vs. Dean.
Oh boy,. the way the look at each other. Boys.
Soda... Oh Bobby you are cool.
Sam looks more beaten up there.
No, you are not good. You haven't been good for a while.
Meeep.
So this episode was great, despite the fact that it was entire show case about how much the boys are drifting apart. Still, I liked it.
I am not about to send either Sam or Dean into damnation for what they said, because yes they were under a spell and yes it might be a little truth in those words but I see it like it was set to happen sooner or later.
You can love a person with all you heart and still want to lash out, that doesn't mean you puposefully wangt to hurt them or that you even realise your hurting them in the first place.
I think Sam was an ass there but he wasn't being one because of Dean.
Sam's in a lot of shit there and Dean is one aspect to it, the biggest part probably. Dean is still the one anchoring him, if Dean hadn't gotten back Sam would be far worse off than he is right now. So I see it like a little bit of hope still there, even if they fight and say hurtful things.
And really Dean basically disclaimed his unconditional love to Sam.
Which I really appreciate and all.
I don't hate Sam. I think he was and sometimes still is a real brat but he is confused as well because he isn't the only one that has changed. Dean did, too... and Dean is the one telling Sam he doesn't trust him anymore. What's Sam supposed to do? Beg for Dean's trust? Not be his own man, like he was forced to the months Dean was gone, stop feeling guilty that he is the reason for Dean being gone in the first place?
Maybe the guilt place a heavy role for both of them. Dean has done a lot for Sam, has given up his life even so it's kind of natural for Sam to feel guilty about it. Sam also feels guilty that he is doing things he thinks are right and for the good cuase but knows Dean disapporves off. So that might be a reason for Sam to say Dean is holding him back. I am not so sure about the better hunter thing not being influenced by the siren. There was no need for Bobby to say not feel bad in the end if the writer's inteneded it to be an open end.
Dean feels guilt for not looking out for Sam, for wanting the Sam back that he knew before he died. But that's just not possible anymore, too many things have happened and I think they both know it.
It makes sense that the brotherly moments are rare and far in between now, and that sometimes they feel odd. Because those aren't the same men they were four years ago.
Too many things have happened, and they would be less human if those things wouldn't have changed them
I am not sure what to think about some things in this episode and I am not really spoiled but I am curious how they will go on with the whole brother vs brother thing.
I think I just want the brothers be brothers again.
***
So Leverage... still awesome one liners.
* I love when the team Eliot and Hardison up, it's always funny and awesome
* Eliot "Strip Joint" and the smirk to that was so Chris ;)
* Eliot and his car it's like Dean and the Metalica... and well Hardison is a little like Sammy, riding shot gun *snorts*
* Hardison fighting and shooting a car.. on accident *giggles*
* Sophie is getting on my nerves there... as a doctor
* Parker is awesome, the way she reads the things from her arm... *lol*
* Eliot and Hardison with the car bomb? I laughed out loud.
* the following scene? I really liked the music there... cowboy show down... fits
* Eliot likes to be in control.. *snorts*
* "I am WITH him."
* okay can I say OTP there? Can I? Because this is almost as good as real canon. Hardison is awesome and Eliot's face is even awesomer.. *giggles*
* Parker jumping into Eliot's arms was cute
* Hardison holding th car door open for Eliot.. awwwwww
* the case was okayish, interesting at least
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Date: 2009-02-06 12:53 pm (UTC)i agree with you on Hardison and Eliot. i love when they work together and tey are definitely shows OTP!!!
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Date: 2009-02-06 06:22 pm (UTC)I don't know, sometimes it sounded like Sam isn't allowed to speak up anymore... even if it is something bad he says I wouldn't want him to stay mute and say yes and amen to everything.
I hope they move on but I guess that won't really happen. It's all set for an even heavier thing between Sam and Dean (and I so wish it would be something less evil LOL).
Yeah, the boys from the beginning were just the right ones.. *sighs
LOL Eliot and Hardison just rock and really are the only real reason why I am still watching.. LOL
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Date: 2009-02-06 02:49 pm (UTC)hunny!!!
this episode was so good but so sad at the same time!!!!
the boys talked yeah... but at what price? and all the things they said... they really meant them, the siren can't be an excuse. And it's just so sad. It broke my heart to see them like that.
They are so far away from each other!!!!
Dean can't trust Sam anymore and Sammy is not Sammy anymore.... OMGGGG!!!!
*cries hard*
I could never hate Sammy anyway!!! NEVER!!!! And there are some reasons why he is like this now!!!! I mean, considering everything they went through, who would stay innocent and pure????
but see? this episode was super wincesty!!!!! the thing Dean wants the most is Sammy... like we didn't know!! XD
OMG I can't imagine (I totally can) what went on on the set when they filmed this. XD
*hugs*
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Date: 2009-02-06 06:26 pm (UTC)What I don't like is that people are actually talking about hate for a character here... but it's part of the development, part of the story.
Sure Sam comes across as heartless and non-feeling but do they think it's just a weakness in the plot or is it really something getting the story along??
I think both, Sam and Dean, aren't really 100% right or wrong in what they do.. Because really, they are human after all.
It totally was sooo wincesty. Not very subtle Mr, Kripke.. ;)
Dean just can't be without Sam... and I think it's getting clear that Sam can't be without Dean either, because then he would lose the anchor Dean is to him.
LOL, behind the scenes footage would be nice.
*hugs back*
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Date: 2009-02-06 03:38 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-06 06:29 pm (UTC)Yes, of course they both had their reasons and I am pretty sure they are feeling this way but then again they don't really talk to each other. Sam doesn't, but Dean doesn't either and he is the one telling Sam he doesn't trust him anymore.
I do feel for Dean as well (it was harsh and I think it was meant to be), doesn't mean I have to hate Sam now.
Yeah, the ending hurts. And you are right, this bumps is getting uncomfortably huge. *sighs*
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Date: 2009-02-06 06:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-06 07:21 pm (UTC)*hugs*
Thank you.
♥
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Date: 2009-02-07 12:30 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-07 12:12 pm (UTC)Yeah, I think I might stay away from some reviews in the future now, better for my health.
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Date: 2009-02-07 01:47 am (UTC)And Leverage? OMG HARDISON AND ELIOT. *flails*
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Date: 2009-02-07 12:15 pm (UTC)I want to throttle both of them as well or at least shake them but that just means I am emotionally invested and not that I hate them.
Argh.
God, aren't Hardison and Eliot awesome together?
*sighs*
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Date: 2009-02-07 02:21 pm (UTC)Actually, I really liked the episode. Especially the fight and the way the much-needed (and -dreaded) truth came into the open. There were some things that just needed to be said, after all this behind-my-brother's-back stuff. The escalation and the fight were so purifying, imo. Or, at least I hoped they were. I'm not sure after Dean's declaration in the end... :/
But it was better than what we've seen so far in this season. There were so many scenes where one of the brothers revealed a tiny bit of what he was feeling / what he had experienced and it was all very emotional. But then they didn't even acknowledge that in the next episode! They completely ignored it and drifted more and more apart, even though there were TONS of incentives to feel closer again! I have to admit this really annoys me. Because they have this big metaplot and obviously also a huge character development in both boys (which we didn't get to see, as it was while Dean was in hell) and all we get to see of this is Sam and Dean getting bitchier and bitchier with each other? Hmmph. And I still don't understand what made Sam the person he is now. One would normally assume that as soon as Dean got back, he'd slowly feel okay again.
But the revelation that the one person Dean needs and wants the most is his little brother... awww, hello warm fuzzy feeling in my belly. ♥
That said, I believe the whole guilt issue is a huge part of this season's metaplot and I'd love to see that dealt with in more details. :)
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Date: 2009-02-07 02:41 pm (UTC)I am trying not to read those where I definitely know I'll get annoyed.
Oh I liked this episode as well. A lot actually.
I was just annoyed by the Sam-hate spreading all over.
The fight was bound to happen with everything go on and they way they are (NOT) dealing with things.
I think I get a little why Sam is the way he is right now. Dean has changed when he came back and Sam had to deal with his Dean being gone for so long,. They both need time to get to know each other again and they just don't the time. I think Sam is trying to dot he right things, is trying to go on like they did before but that's just not possible anymore. Too many things have changed and I think he doesn't really know how to deal with Dean being there again and with Dean not really dealing with things.
But that's just how I see it.. LOL
Yeah, guilt has a lot to do with it. And of course this fight should have been the beginning of them talking, but no they aren't.. They are dealing with it in the typical Winchester way.. which is not good at all.
But really, seeing as both brother saw the siren as the perfect mate and it was both times the brother it says a lot how they feel deep down.
Dean loves his Sammy. *nods*
♥
And I am pretty sure Sammy loves his Dean as strongly back.