Argh... i couldn't think of a meaningful subject line

[the_milky_way]

I am nervous. Like really nervous and I can't explain why. Not only because of the intership interview tomorrow (even though that is only a small part of it) but there are several other things.
And well Nationals being on is not helping much to calm me down. And with them taking place in California means me probably being awake the whole night (Thank you Klete, still love you guys though) and with there being some kind of APO trouble (not serious so far) means I am nervous. Yes.

And I don't want to go alone tomorrow. Meh...
Okay I know I sound like 12 (or more like 3) and I know there is no real reason to feel like that but I can't help it.

Well I just don't really want to talk about all the other things, that woudl take too long, would depress me to no ends and would probably make everything worse.
So I guess I'll stay nervous for the rest of the week and freak out later again during Pan Pacs (if the boys should qualify). I am all hyped up and there is not way I actually know of to calm me down.
I wish it was Sunday already. I feel like a mental wreck. It's my own faul I guess, and it is so like me to not know how to get out of it again.

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In other news:
ROMAN! and ARKARDY!

Comments

[annapeace.livejournal.com]

Am so bummed I couldn't get tickets because I won't be able to make it anyway! :(

I think my sister might go, or know someone who is. Keep ya updated!

[the_milky_way]

Awww.. yeah... *hugs* I can imagine.

Thank you for keeping me updated though.