why can't things work out for once?

Haven't been around much the last few days.
Mainly due to some trouble my mum had at work and because she needed some support.
Then her bf had to have surgery and it was additional pressure that kind of dragged her down as well.
But I wasn't really feeling up to doing much anyway.

I thought things were getting better.
That was before I woke up today looking like a strawberry and feeling the urge to rip my skin off.
My mum thinks it's either a belated symptom of scarlet fever (which I have had a lot as a child) or a very severe allergic reaction.
Either way, it sucks.
At leats it's not in my face.
I feel a little dizzy as well but not much, no idea if it's because of the other thing or just because I am tired.

Speaking of tired.
I sleep okay but my dreams are getting stranger and stranger.
I don't know what's up with that.

Oh and it would be nice to actually get a chance to have jonb interviews instead of getting no answer at all.
I don't know what I am doing wrong. Maybe I look so repulsive that people don't want to talk to me.
I just want a job where I can earn some money to pay health insurance and maybe a little money to spen on myself.
Sometimes I do wonder what's wrong with me

To cheer myself up... ( Kitty Pictures )

Oh and if anybody has any fluffy recs or something send them my way??
Please?
I need something to distract myself from things and I am not feelig up to write anything.

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Meme answers, questions asked by silme711 ( here )