♥ my muse that is. I have ideas over ideas and I have no idea where I should start. I have a posting date for j2_everafter, so I guess that will be the first one I'll work on. It's finished but I have to flesh it out a little more. I know I owe people Christmas ficlets and since only one of them has a Christmassy theme I think I'll be good.

♥ I signed up for spn_30snapshots again. Got two claims approved. I have started yet bit if someone's interested, the Dean Winchester table is here and the Jensen Ackles table is here.

♥ Con this weekend and Jim Beaver tweeted that half the cast is sick. Well, hope the boys won't feel too bad, not cool having to entertain when you are sick.

♥ Feel like drawing again and I thought I'd do it today but since I came home my head's killing me, so maybe tomorrow. But I finished tinkering with my brand-new LJ layout and I think I really like it. I tried to J2-ify it but my graphic skills suck these days and I kinda like the tree there. So after four years of J2 or SPN layouts now a non-fandom one.

♥ Speaking about art stuff, morgentau made a cool banner for my J2/Fast and Furious crossover.
( Look! Isn't it cool? )

♥ The coat I ordered looks good but is too big. I have been thinking about what to do the last two days and I think I'll send it back. I really, really don't want to change my weight so that I can fit into it. No way. The thing is that a size smaller would fit anymore, right now I'm between sizes which kind of sucks.

♥ Nothing else to tell, other than I'm looking for an apartment. Never thought it would be so hard to find one that I can afford but things have been changing the last few years here and apartments are getting more and more expensive. I set myself the goal of finding something by the beginning of summer, the same goes for a job (I just wish there were more real jobs instead of internships).

♥ Sleep is still elusive but I at least found some new jobs I can apply for. I have a whole rant and some whining going on in my head but I don't want to write it down. I don't know why but I rather use my energy to write and get things done.

♥ Thanks blue_ant for the baby otter. He is totally cute. :)
*hugs*

I think I shouldn't have taken the nap after I got home from work. I feel all dizzy and not all that good, slightly stuffy, too. Bah... well, it's not like I am sleeping at night.
I am cold even though the temperatures are rather okay. I wanted to write some today but I think I'll postpone that until after the race tomorrow (which I am not even sure I want to watch).

I sort of hate how my layout looks only really cool in Firefox. But since I am only using FF I am okay with that.
Opera works better then IE here, too.

Hehe, Gabe at VanCon is telling the Jensen-crush story again. I loved it at Asylum already.
I also love that Aldis is such a dork and that Alona looks really good.

Seems like I have a university degree now.
Well, my average is okay, could have been better though. I think I have to thank blue_ant for saving my thesis for me and thus my average.
Not sure what I'll do with it now. I am clueless as how to go on, but I'll have to figure it out soon.

Okay so where did the weekend go? I wasn't even that busy.
I had to work, did some thesis stuff, went shopping (and got drunk afterwards), did not see HP yet, called Jessica for her birthday and spent today with my grandparents.
Not that much.

My grandpa called this morning and even though I should have used this day to do different things I just went.
We ended up cooking together and looking through picts of Ireland they made in June. Sort of funny to see my grandma being all bouny on pics because she recognised things from when she was a little child.
I even gto presents and I can't believe that they remember stuff like that but they bought be sheep stuff and candy.
( Look! Sheep! )

Went shopping with my brother before they cease all train service in the innter city. Was fun but exhausting as well.
I got shoes and a top. ( Pictorial evidence ).

Otheer than that nothing much happened. I wasn't online much either due to thunderstorms, power outages, internet outages and the general lack of time.
So yeah, I am a whee bit behind with everything. Did I miss something important?

Oh and I actually managed to get make some headers with which I am rather satisfied.
I actually like my layout color now, it's way better than black anyway.

What I forgot:
I re-arrange my room... again. I couldn't sleep like that anymore, so I changed quite a lot.

I also got a hair cut. Not sure if I like it but it's not that different from what I had before... so yeah.

Happy Birthday Jared!

I kind of want a new layout. The problem is that I don't even know what I want. I like my current style but I want something different as well.
*headdesk*

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No Tampa Bay Lightning for me. Tickets are too expensive. Meh...

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Happy Birthday Crockah!

Okay, so why did LJ change my layout without me doing anything? Why did I fall back on Generator and everything looks fucked up now?
What the hell is going on???? I am not the only one and I really want to know what is happening here.
I want my style back dammit!!!!

ETA: Seems like it has something to do with Flexible Squares becasue all the other styles work on my LJ. But I want my style back and not some other I had ages ago.. *pouts* I hope LJ says something about it, or at least says what happened after they fix it!

ETA2: you just have to rant long enough. Uhm... it seems to be working again. Like every five minutes it is back and then gone again. Huh?

Happy Birthday Dolan!

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I have been looking for a the "New York Minute" DVD (don't ask, this obsession really is not healthy anymore) almost everywhere since my English-only one doesn't work anymore.
No dvd or music store had it so far. I went shopping today just for some shampoo and soap and there it is. In a drugstore. Life is strange.

I want another layout but I am to stupid to work out the quirks, so I went back to my old one and am trying to change that. I am html illiterate right now. Dammit.
I just couldn't stand the clinical white anymore.

Well that certainly was unexpected.. WR for our girls.
That is soo cool. The medal ceremony picture? Clichée! Four blonde, tall women.
But wow no Thomas Rupprath?
And what a day for Russia.. Nice run for the relay! Go Yuri! God Roman!
Hey Stasia...

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And well seems like I really have an intership. Have a meeting on Wednesday.
I am curious somehow and not really nervous (but I think that will come later). And I am proud of me, I actually called someone I don't know without freaking out.
What's up with me today?

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New LJ Layout. I like it (for real this time).
Thanks callmecayce for the help. Thanks slippery_fish for the header.

I am procastinating. Instead of going through my paper I am watching the latest WaT and Supernatural (Wheeeee... *coughs*) eps, read or change my LJ layout. I have changed it quite a lot during the last month, but I think I am finally satisfied with the colors and all.
*hugs Josi* Thanks again for the header.
I even was shopping to not look through the paper. I got pants and two shirts for 15€, it is nice that H&M sells last seasons stuff for 2€ and 5€.

I have a hard time concentrating on one thing, which means I am not able to read through my paper and change the confusing parts. I have a headache and I am so bored by my own paper that I can't really look at it. Maybe I should stop now and let it be until tomorrow.

So back to procastinating. Hmm what to watch next?

So most of the books I need for my paper are out of stock until March 20th. I need to hand the paper in on the 15th. Great.
I have no idea how to write a paper without any books. I can ramble but not for 20 pages and not with wanting to pass the course. Meh..

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I want a new layout but I am too tired to even decide which style to use.
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Am watching Finland-Germany rerun. Teemu!
I know how it ends but I am not ready to go to bed yet. But I should try to sleep at night again.
Or I will watch the Canada game.

At least "Harry&Waldi" made me laugh today.
Avril Lavigne unplugged at Medal Plaza. Okay...