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Happy Birthday Gary!

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Wow, I actually started to work on my paper. But as it seemm I am quite stuck with it right now. So I have no idea when I will be finished with it, even though I want to be over and done with it. I hate the topic, I hate the fact that I don't even have the book I really need for it and I hate my own laziness. I just don't care. Not at all. Even though I know I should, I just don't. So generally speaking nothing much has changed. Paper is still unfinished, I am not really going anywhere with the new website design and I am stuck on so many things that I actually want to cry or hide or just run away and never look at them again.

I think this year will be the first time in a long a while that I won't really do anything for my birthday. I haven't come up with a good thing to do and honestly I don't have to the money to do anything. And well I guess it is way too late to really think about it now. So maybe next year. Makes me sad in a way. But I guess that is my problem.

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So instead of doing anything remotely useful I am letting myself get spoiled. And I thought I should do something about that obssesion of mine called Supernatural, might try and slow it down a bit. But I think it had quite the opposite effect. And goddamn why can they suddenly act now? Not like they couldn't before. But damn... Like seriously be good at it and make me want to watch the whole season right now? I want to jump them. I am desperate and alone here, so...
The CW has ( clips of their shows online. SPOILER! ) and they make me itch (in a good way).
What I can't stand though is that fans are starting to worry about the ratings now and how SPN is put up against tough competition, and with that taking SPN's chances down. That's all true, but god people, you don't really know how it will be going until it has actually started. I understand the worrying and it makes me nervous as well but do they always have to exaggerate that much? I actually want to stay calm and not worry too much and enjoy what I can get (and even if it is just 2 seasons but I will at least have those then).

Is it Thursday yet?

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Was shopping with Mum for my birthday. We ended up in the renovated Galleria mall in the city because she wanted to buy a new gymnastic ball for herself. And I already knew that they have a big ass swimming department on the sports floor. What I didn't know is that they opened a Nike swimwear part now as well. A whole part only for Nike. They have one for Arena and Speedo as well. But the best part about the Nike one is that they'll have catalogues as well. So I guess I know where I'll get my Aaron scans from.

Now I just wish the social pension people would get their asses up and tell me if I'll get money or not. Would be nice to know that. Assholes.

And where are my DVDs?