4.21 "When the Levee Breaks"
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the_milky_wayI knew it. I knew it would break my heart.
But dude, .
And I really, really hate to see Sam suffering like this. I really do. But I also hate that Dean has to see it and has to go through it as well.
It's so messed up and I am fraid it won't be made better again.
I just.. I want them to hug and be okay with each other.
I can wish right?
A Then again.
Tradition.
It's a nice way to tell the story of the season.
Oh Sam.
"I am not some junky."
Sammy, Sammy.
"This is about as far away from strong as you can get"
Yeah, Dean has a point there.
But I am still not sure if what Dean and Bobby are doing is going to help with solving the porblem.
God, look at Dean's face. So messed up. And he deeply cares for Sam.
Shit, Sammy. This is so not good.
Alistair! Oh...
Sam is facing his demons then. All strapped down. Interesting. How does Sam know about this? Did Ruby tell him?
Akistair is still creepy as hell.
This is an awesome shot. Sam on the bed.
Bobby and Dean drinking. Yeah, I could need one now as well.
Deans face when Bobby says Sam might not even live through it... oh god.
Rufus! He knows?
Whee!Sam.
Those two are awesome in that scene. Sam acusing Sam, yeah that's what's going on in Sam's head.
Jared is owning this. So is Colin.
Grow up.
He is talking to himself.
Creepy yellow eyes.
The seals.
They are breaking fast.
Bobby wants to let Sam out and sacrifice him. Ouch.
"I love that boy like a son"
They love him too much? That isn't possible. There isn't such thing as loving someone too much... well maybe but come on.
Mary!
Sam is doing the right thing? Oh, that's this side of his conscience. Intersting how those are represented. His whee-self accuses him, his mother is supporting him.
"For revenge?"
"No, for justice."
Where is the difference here?
Sam is so scared. But he doesn't know what to do. And he is still seeking Dean's reassurance.
But he is not really willing to really believe that Dean is weak. But he still thinks he has to be the one to kill Lilith, no matter what.
Oh he is way too far in it now. This is not good at all.
Well, hello Castiel.
Bitchy!Castiel.
Sam can kill Lilith? He can? BUt he'd be changed forever. So John's words actually have a real meaning now. Kill Sam before he becomes somehting they'd hunt.
Ouch. Oh God... Sammy.
No Dean, don't.
He calls him Sammy. It hurts.
Please Dean, don't make a deal again. Please don't.
Shit, no.
I so don't like it. I don't like that at all.
God, what the man is willing to do for his brothers is just....
Shit, no Dean.
Sam's skin is creepy.
"You willing signed up to be the angels bitch?"
Thanks Bobby.
Dean still calls him Sammy.
Oh boy, that looks a lot like an excorcism. Sam against the wall like that?
Sam is seizing? Fuck.
"Revenge for what? Sending me to hell? Happen to notice I am back.. alive and kicking?"
Shit all just a hallucination.
"The demon blood is killing him."
"No, it isn't. We are."
I hate to say it but Bobby is right.
"At least he dies human."
Oh God, Dean. I know it's hard and yeah it's all about what Sam is and what he'll live as and possibly die as.
Hallucination!Dean, Jensen is awesome there. And he says all the things that Sam is thinking Dean thinks about him.
"You are a monster."
"I would die for him in a second."
I love the way they shot it. The opposite, the contrary of the two Deans.
"I won't let my brother turn into a monster."
"A monster. You are one for th efilthy things we hunt. You are nothing to me."
Look at Sam. He really believes it.
Sam's free.
Who is doing that?
Castiel!
So they do have their own agenda. Of course they have.
Sam sneaking out is such a synonym of this season.
Castiel betrayed Anna. Oh, this is heavy. So I guess Anna is gone now.
I really, really wonder what's going on.
Bobby.
Bobby and Sam.
D:
Sam looks like a junky there.
Shit Jared is good there.
Fuck Sammy.
They think Ruby let Sam out.
How someone look so hot when he os so fucked up? Really... he looks so bad.
I so don't believe Ruby. I just don't.
The brothers know each other so well... but the hallucinations have really taken a toll on Sam.
And yeah I don't believe Ruby, I don't think she is really sad that things are bad between the Winchesters.
Look at that smile. No way I'd trust her.
Dean knows Sam. He does.
Lucifer's first.
Lilith?
Oh I think Ruby is lying to Sam.
Baby eaters? Oh that is fucked up.
Sam needs even more blood?
Oh God, Sam is breaking my heart there. He wants to fix things, still. Oh boys.
Dean has found him.
"Dean, I am glad you are here."
Yes Dean Sam is lying to himself.
"I just want you to be okay."
God those two are killing me. They really are.
Sam really believes it... still.
I know we have been heading towards this all season but that dosen't mean I like to see it. It's just.... God, it's not good at all.
"Trust me."
"No."
Tears. God, boys.
"It means you are a monster."
God, those hallucinations really fucked him over.
So the fight is there now. Well, they do know how to fight.
Hey Sam, choking Dean is not cool. Not at all.
"You don't know me."
Fuck, of course Dean does know you."
"You walk out that door, don't you ever come back."
Shit, Dean you know that never worked before. Fuck it, why did he have to say that! Why that?
I don't really know what to say here.
I haven't seen the preview for next week yet and I am not sure of I want to. It will be even worse, at least I have a feeling that it will be.
God, I so didn't want that to happen.
It's too early to be coherent.
But I do know they still care for each other even if it doesn't seem like it now.
.
Off to work. Oh, how will I survive the day?
Right, only have to water plants, good time to think about things.
But dude, .
And I really, really hate to see Sam suffering like this. I really do. But I also hate that Dean has to see it and has to go through it as well.
It's so messed up and I am fraid it won't be made better again.
I just.. I want them to hug and be okay with each other.
I can wish right?
A Then again.
Tradition.
It's a nice way to tell the story of the season.
Oh Sam.
"I am not some junky."
Sammy, Sammy.
"This is about as far away from strong as you can get"
Yeah, Dean has a point there.
But I am still not sure if what Dean and Bobby are doing is going to help with solving the porblem.
God, look at Dean's face. So messed up. And he deeply cares for Sam.
Shit, Sammy. This is so not good.
Alistair! Oh...
Sam is facing his demons then. All strapped down. Interesting. How does Sam know about this? Did Ruby tell him?
Akistair is still creepy as hell.
This is an awesome shot. Sam on the bed.
Bobby and Dean drinking. Yeah, I could need one now as well.
Deans face when Bobby says Sam might not even live through it... oh god.
Rufus! He knows?
Whee!Sam.
Those two are awesome in that scene. Sam acusing Sam, yeah that's what's going on in Sam's head.
Jared is owning this. So is Colin.
Grow up.
He is talking to himself.
Creepy yellow eyes.
The seals.
They are breaking fast.
Bobby wants to let Sam out and sacrifice him. Ouch.
"I love that boy like a son"
They love him too much? That isn't possible. There isn't such thing as loving someone too much... well maybe but come on.
Mary!
Sam is doing the right thing? Oh, that's this side of his conscience. Intersting how those are represented. His whee-self accuses him, his mother is supporting him.
"For revenge?"
"No, for justice."
Where is the difference here?
Sam is so scared. But he doesn't know what to do. And he is still seeking Dean's reassurance.
But he is not really willing to really believe that Dean is weak. But he still thinks he has to be the one to kill Lilith, no matter what.
Oh he is way too far in it now. This is not good at all.
Well, hello Castiel.
Bitchy!Castiel.
Sam can kill Lilith? He can? BUt he'd be changed forever. So John's words actually have a real meaning now. Kill Sam before he becomes somehting they'd hunt.
Ouch. Oh God... Sammy.
No Dean, don't.
He calls him Sammy. It hurts.
Please Dean, don't make a deal again. Please don't.
Shit, no.
I so don't like it. I don't like that at all.
God, what the man is willing to do for his brothers is just....
Shit, no Dean.
Sam's skin is creepy.
"You willing signed up to be the angels bitch?"
Thanks Bobby.
Dean still calls him Sammy.
Oh boy, that looks a lot like an excorcism. Sam against the wall like that?
Sam is seizing? Fuck.
"Revenge for what? Sending me to hell? Happen to notice I am back.. alive and kicking?"
Shit all just a hallucination.
"The demon blood is killing him."
"No, it isn't. We are."
I hate to say it but Bobby is right.
"At least he dies human."
Oh God, Dean. I know it's hard and yeah it's all about what Sam is and what he'll live as and possibly die as.
Hallucination!Dean, Jensen is awesome there. And he says all the things that Sam is thinking Dean thinks about him.
"You are a monster."
"I would die for him in a second."
I love the way they shot it. The opposite, the contrary of the two Deans.
"I won't let my brother turn into a monster."
"A monster. You are one for th efilthy things we hunt. You are nothing to me."
Look at Sam. He really believes it.
Sam's free.
Who is doing that?
Castiel!
So they do have their own agenda. Of course they have.
Sam sneaking out is such a synonym of this season.
Castiel betrayed Anna. Oh, this is heavy. So I guess Anna is gone now.
I really, really wonder what's going on.
Bobby.
Bobby and Sam.
D:
Sam looks like a junky there.
Shit Jared is good there.
Fuck Sammy.
They think Ruby let Sam out.
How someone look so hot when he os so fucked up? Really... he looks so bad.
I so don't believe Ruby. I just don't.
The brothers know each other so well... but the hallucinations have really taken a toll on Sam.
And yeah I don't believe Ruby, I don't think she is really sad that things are bad between the Winchesters.
Look at that smile. No way I'd trust her.
Dean knows Sam. He does.
Lucifer's first.
Lilith?
Oh I think Ruby is lying to Sam.
Baby eaters? Oh that is fucked up.
Sam needs even more blood?
Oh God, Sam is breaking my heart there. He wants to fix things, still. Oh boys.
Dean has found him.
"Dean, I am glad you are here."
Yes Dean Sam is lying to himself.
"I just want you to be okay."
God those two are killing me. They really are.
Sam really believes it... still.
I know we have been heading towards this all season but that dosen't mean I like to see it. It's just.... God, it's not good at all.
"Trust me."
"No."
Tears. God, boys.
"It means you are a monster."
God, those hallucinations really fucked him over.
So the fight is there now. Well, they do know how to fight.
Hey Sam, choking Dean is not cool. Not at all.
"You don't know me."
Fuck, of course Dean does know you."
"You walk out that door, don't you ever come back."
Shit, Dean you know that never worked before. Fuck it, why did he have to say that! Why that?
I don't really know what to say here.
I haven't seen the preview for next week yet and I am not sure of I want to. It will be even worse, at least I have a feeling that it will be.
God, I so didn't want that to happen.
It's too early to be coherent.
But I do know they still care for each other even if it doesn't seem like it now.
.
Off to work. Oh, how will I survive the day?
Right, only have to water plants, good time to think about things.
