spn 2.20 What Is and What Should Never Be
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the_milky_waySo we are on the last three episodes of the season and I just want to know if there is going to be more. Well, okay they announce it as the Season Finale, so that much is clear.
Anyway, I shouldn't watch this show when I am sick and dizzy and emotional anyway.
"What Is and What Should Never Be", is an angst-fest and 45 minutes of
Oh I like the start, Continuity!
New plates.
Dean! Cone one, you should know better than to go alone. haven't your learned anything? Okay, plot device I know, but still.
Creepy place. Really. And Dean is all alone.
Shit. I jumped.
Oh Dean. Dean!
GUITAR! Dean plays the guitar! Oh well if Jensen is wearing Dean's leather jacket to Film Festivals, Dean can play Jensen's guitar.
Horror Movies. Okay, that is so Dean.
Oh Sam, at school. Again.
Dean is playing along. He so suspicious and is tryin to figuire it out.
It's already starting to hurt. Things, which could have been. This is so mean. A mean concept.
OMG, the way he says "Mom". HURTS. So bad.
OMG, the pictures! The pictures. *snorts*
YOUNG DEAN! YOUNG SAM!!
Dean is so starved for love and affection. He needs it so badly and he can never ask for it and now that he is getting a little he overreacts to it all.
That's the life he wants and it still isn't. Ouch. And he is still researching to find a way out of it. Oh Dean. Altered reality.
Everybody keeps asking him if he has been drinking. Sounds like the Dean in tis life is barely ever sober. Oh boy.
"Civilians". *snorts* Yes, Dean, seems like it.
That shifter wasn't kidding when it said that Dean had dreams. It sometimes really sounds like Dean out family and Sam first. He let Sam go to get a shot at *happy* and *normal*. He did it so that Sam could have a chance at everything that Dean can never have. Even if it means that Dean has to be alone.
Mowing the lawn. And the music. It's funny if it wouldn't be so fucked up. White picket fences, flowers, a lawn to mow.
Picture-perfect.
And he is so happy for Sam. And the ring. Oh, Oh...
He is calling him Sammy, the whole damn time. It's always Sammy.
"Since when do you call me Sammy?"
And they are not close. Ouch. They are more seperate than in the fucked up version of their life. That hurts even more and.. poor Dean. He is closer to *his* Sam. He thought a *normal* life wouldn't change that. Ouch.. so much hurt.
He is getting used to the *new* life.
All the things they have changed never happened. All the people didn't get saved, because they weren't there.
And he is still seeing supernatural things. So much for a *normal* happy life.So Dean is imagining supernatural things because he is so used to them?
He wants to stay. Wants that happy life but it still isn't real.
Oh Dean.
Sacrifice.
Revival of the Pilot scenes. This is cool.
Even the clothes.
Oh even the Bitch-Jerk thing doesn't work in this reality. But Sam is still coming wit him. Sam is staying with Dean.
The phone. Nice move Dean. And Sam is still seeping in the car.
Nice convincing tactic the Ghin chose there, but protecting Sam is more important to Dean. He knows that if he stays he'll die and he won't be able to save /protect Sam anymore. But God, he is apologizing to ream!Sam for not letting him live the *normal* life. Again.
OUCH. Oh Fuck.
Sam is there. Yay. Sam getting chocked. So what's new?
Canon. OMG, it's canon. *goes to hide*
"Why is it our job to save everyone?"
Dean: "And you and me, we never... y'know."
Sam: "Yeah... well, we do.... I am glad that we do. I am glad that you dug yourself out, Dean..."
"I wanted to stay."
Roles are reversed now as it seems. Sam's so into it and Dean's the one who wants to get out. Oh man. Sam is kind of oblivous to what all of this is doing to Dean, or better, he sees it but only half of it.
So this ep is good. And as Sam said "It hurts like hell but it's worth it." I have to re-watch it to get everything, but seriously this was full of hurt, angst and things that are canon now. I don't really know but thie episode fit into the chronology better than Hollywood Babylon did.
The promo for next week is killing me right now. The whole fianle will and I am not sure that I actually want to see it (of course I will, it's my shopw after all). I think I am putting myself up for serious heart break there. The finale will kill me. Dean needs Sam so much, Sam is all that is left. Saving people and protecting Sam are the only things that keep Dean going.
Finale spoiler thoughts:
SAM!!!
SAM!!!!!
Oh. The way Dean is holding him. It's breaking him. Both of them actually. .
I wish I was more coherent than that but I as usual will blame the meds. Anyway, I love this show even if it is breaking my heart sometimes.
***
And why the fuck am I craving to watch "Dawson's Creek" season 6 again?
Anyway, I shouldn't watch this show when I am sick and dizzy and emotional anyway.
"What Is and What Should Never Be", is an angst-fest and 45 minutes of
Oh I like the start, Continuity!
New plates.
Dean! Cone one, you should know better than to go alone. haven't your learned anything? Okay, plot device I know, but still.
Creepy place. Really. And Dean is all alone.
Shit. I jumped.
Oh Dean. Dean!
GUITAR! Dean plays the guitar! Oh well if Jensen is wearing Dean's leather jacket to Film Festivals, Dean can play Jensen's guitar.
Horror Movies. Okay, that is so Dean.
Oh Sam, at school. Again.
Dean is playing along. He so suspicious and is tryin to figuire it out.
It's already starting to hurt. Things, which could have been. This is so mean. A mean concept.
OMG, the way he says "Mom". HURTS. So bad.
OMG, the pictures! The pictures. *snorts*
YOUNG DEAN! YOUNG SAM!!
Dean is so starved for love and affection. He needs it so badly and he can never ask for it and now that he is getting a little he overreacts to it all.
That's the life he wants and it still isn't. Ouch. And he is still researching to find a way out of it. Oh Dean. Altered reality.
Everybody keeps asking him if he has been drinking. Sounds like the Dean in tis life is barely ever sober. Oh boy.
"Civilians". *snorts* Yes, Dean, seems like it.
That shifter wasn't kidding when it said that Dean had dreams. It sometimes really sounds like Dean out family and Sam first. He let Sam go to get a shot at *happy* and *normal*. He did it so that Sam could have a chance at everything that Dean can never have. Even if it means that Dean has to be alone.
Mowing the lawn. And the music. It's funny if it wouldn't be so fucked up. White picket fences, flowers, a lawn to mow.
Picture-perfect.
And he is so happy for Sam. And the ring. Oh, Oh...
He is calling him Sammy, the whole damn time. It's always Sammy.
"Since when do you call me Sammy?"
And they are not close. Ouch. They are more seperate than in the fucked up version of their life. That hurts even more and.. poor Dean. He is closer to *his* Sam. He thought a *normal* life wouldn't change that. Ouch.. so much hurt.
He is getting used to the *new* life.
All the things they have changed never happened. All the people didn't get saved, because they weren't there.
And he is still seeing supernatural things. So much for a *normal* happy life.So Dean is imagining supernatural things because he is so used to them?
He wants to stay. Wants that happy life but it still isn't real.
Oh Dean.
Sacrifice.
Revival of the Pilot scenes. This is cool.
Even the clothes.
Oh even the Bitch-Jerk thing doesn't work in this reality. But Sam is still coming wit him. Sam is staying with Dean.
The phone. Nice move Dean. And Sam is still seeping in the car.
Nice convincing tactic the Ghin chose there, but protecting Sam is more important to Dean. He knows that if he stays he'll die and he won't be able to save /protect Sam anymore. But God, he is apologizing to ream!Sam for not letting him live the *normal* life. Again.
OUCH. Oh Fuck.
Sam is there. Yay. Sam getting chocked. So what's new?
Canon. OMG, it's canon. *goes to hide*
"Why is it our job to save everyone?"
Dean: "And you and me, we never... y'know."
Sam: "Yeah... well, we do.... I am glad that we do. I am glad that you dug yourself out, Dean..."
"I wanted to stay."
Roles are reversed now as it seems. Sam's so into it and Dean's the one who wants to get out. Oh man. Sam is kind of oblivous to what all of this is doing to Dean, or better, he sees it but only half of it.
So this ep is good. And as Sam said "It hurts like hell but it's worth it." I have to re-watch it to get everything, but seriously this was full of hurt, angst and things that are canon now. I don't really know but thie episode fit into the chronology better than Hollywood Babylon did.
The promo for next week is killing me right now. The whole fianle will and I am not sure that I actually want to see it (of course I will, it's my shopw after all). I think I am putting myself up for serious heart break there. The finale will kill me. Dean needs Sam so much, Sam is all that is left. Saving people and protecting Sam are the only things that keep Dean going.
Finale spoiler thoughts:
SAM!!!
SAM!!!!!
Oh. The way Dean is holding him. It's breaking him. Both of them actually. .
I wish I was more coherent than that but I as usual will blame the meds. Anyway, I love this show even if it is breaking my heart sometimes.
***
And why the fuck am I craving to watch "Dawson's Creek" season 6 again?
