decisions, decisions

Thank you _bettina_ for the card. I got it today.. :)
*hugs*

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I want to go to Asylum.
But my money has been leaving me and I am not getting any new in at the moment.
I hate being a responsible adult.

But I am still seriously thinking about it.
I want to go and all that... I really do.
And the flights right now seem to be okay concerning the prices.

I'd only need a roommate I guess.

Meh, I want to see Jensen live and I want another Jensen autograph.
And well seeing the others (including Misha) would be worth it I guess.

I don't know what to do.... Help????

Okay... I give up

Screw it all...
I AM GOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shoot me now because I still don't have the money.
*shrugs*
Have to find a job soon now I guess.

OMG what have I done???
*flails*

ETA: I am actually calming down now and I feel okay with it. I really do. I'll just have to make it work in the next 5 1/2 months.

Day 1 of Happiness and so on

I was tagged by incompletework2

The rules are that for 8 days you have to post something that made you happy that day. Tag 8 people to do the same.

I am not tagging anybody mostly because half of my flist is doing it anyway. So do it if you want to.. feel tagged.

* I am going to Asylum
* Jensen being at Asylum
* my cat loving her new toys
* the new hot chocolate brand we are trying out
* losing weight (one more goal for doing it other than getting fit... Asylum, I don't wanna look like a walrus on that picture).

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I am still struggling with the knowledge that I actually bought the tickets and that I am contemplating which else photo ops to buy.
But I am rather positive that I can actually manage to make it work. It has to work because I want it to.
One more reason to activley go looking for a job and not give up on that. I need the money.
I want to live a little.

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In icon news, I'll delete my current icons (probably each one of them) and will upload new ones and old ones in a new order.
So everyone who has notifications for that be warned, there will be a flood of mails soon. Sorry, about that.