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I haven't left the apartment since Thursday. I wasn't sick when I came home from the sea. I just had one major asthma attack there (which I never had in my life before). I came back and had another one and fell sick. Like really sick. Doc says it is something like a stress induced immune system failure but she doesn't know what exactly it is that causes my immune system to fail. Joy. So if it goes on like that I won't be able to start the internship because I won't be able to leave the bed. I felt okay the last days but it got worse this morning again.
I am not really caring about anything these days. I was too tired to actually do much.

So I am not even trying to work on my paper, which is due on the 15th. So I guess that's it then. Joy again.

Oh and it seems like I won't getting any money anymore from next month on. I haven't gotten an answer concerning my re-application for the social pension yet. So if I am not getting any money I won't have health insurrance anymore as well. Not to mention that I won't have any money in general.
My future just looks really, really bright right now. /sarcasm

And I am sorry but I am way behind with reading my flist.

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One positive thing though, Katharina is out of the hospital and has been home for a week now. She seems to be fine.

Edit: One more positive thing, I lost like 5 kilos. Not that you could see that, God beware.

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*huggles Sarah* Thank you for being there the last days.

*huggles Kell* Hope you get better soon.