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May. 23rd, 2003 11:05 pmSeems like I can't walk up stairs anymore.
Today was the third time in a week that I fell up the stairs.
Broke away two of my finger nails and got myself bruises.
Hurts.
Adding the headache which I had all day long (I actually stood up with it) it's clear that my body showed me again what it thinks of me.
Yeah, fuck you, too.
I'll blame it on the too less sleep I am getting (or not getting). Didn't sleep more than four hours during the last two nights (and I went to bed early). Have no idea where this is coming from.
I am feeling uncommunicative toward a lot of things these days. Don't know why but I jut can't show much interest in things which have something to do with discussions, commenting (in university or elsewhere)or other features of communication.
I just don't feel like it.
Now more than ever.
Maybe I don't even know how to communicate in the right way (or maybe I just don't get the people. But is that my fault then? I possibly can't be that dumb.. Or?... I don't know)...
Today was the third time in a week that I fell up the stairs.
Broke away two of my finger nails and got myself bruises.
Hurts.
Adding the headache which I had all day long (I actually stood up with it) it's clear that my body showed me again what it thinks of me.
Yeah, fuck you, too.
I'll blame it on the too less sleep I am getting (or not getting). Didn't sleep more than four hours during the last two nights (and I went to bed early). Have no idea where this is coming from.
I am feeling uncommunicative toward a lot of things these days. Don't know why but I jut can't show much interest in things which have something to do with discussions, commenting (in university or elsewhere)or other features of communication.
I just don't feel like it.
Now more than ever.
Maybe I don't even know how to communicate in the right way (or maybe I just don't get the people. But is that my fault then? I possibly can't be that dumb.. Or?... I don't know)...
