spn 5.16 "Dark Side of the Moon"
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Have a great day.
***
Wow...
How many times have you two died anyway?
Good questions. They'll do it again right?
Awww Sammy.
The amulet.
Man, that must have been a party there.
Masked men with guns. Yeah, nice way to wake up.
Dean knows them. Sam's face at that..
Oh, I like Sam's hair this time.
They are blaming Sam again... come on, this is old. Dean was there, too.
OH fuck no.. SAM!
They just... what?
God, Dean's face. That's angry!Dean. Yeah, he can't lose Sam.
Uhm... both of them? Really?
WTF???
Huh? What?
Sammy? OMG hi Colin.
The jacket. Yeah, that's young!Dean right there. But why?
Oh, oh memories. 1996.
Hug.
And their faces watching the firewokrs are already breaking my heart. Dean watching Sam is as well. Happier times. Man, that's really mean and it hurts.
Castiel? Through the radio.
This isn't a dream. Yeah, I guess it's not.
Heaven? Really?
Follow the road to find Sam? Very Wizard of Oz...
Sam is getting groped. This is Sam's memories.
"How are we in heaven? You I get. But.. me?"
11 years oild? Really. His first real Thanksgiving? Oh...
Seems like they are looking for the boys.
Escalator down backstairs.
Angel on TV.. *lol*
"Don't go into the light." Nice advice.
"We are assful of angels." So Dean.
They are so very desperate. Even though Dean is losing is faith he still clings to hope. I think they both do... this will hurt.
Well, it is some kind of road... Nice Dean.
Their clothes have changed!
Wuv hugs! Awesome.
They change through their memories.
Home.
Ouch.
Seeing Mary must be weird every single time. Awww Sammy... He wnts to have that kind of memory as well... and then maybe not.
John moved out? Really...
Oh Dean...
Pie. So that's where it's coming from.
"I just never realized how long you've been cleaning up Dad's messes."
Sammy!
Bones. Seriously? I am going with Dean there.
Sam had a dog.
Sam ran away. This is a happy memory for him but it's hell for Dean. God, this can't end well.
Everyone is leaving Dean right?
Awkward.
"This is the night you ditched us for Stanford.. This is one of the worst night of my life."
"He wasn't the only you got away from."
Sam's memory have nothing to do with his family.. Not really.. or they are being played there. I don't really know. But that's not good.
Of course, Sam doesn't have the same memories Dean has, Dean's sense of family is different.
It's just.. that's Sam memory and Dean should maybe step of his high horse and see that... Of course he was hurt but why can't he see that Sam was happy?
Isn't that what love is about? Being happy for the once you love?
Zachariah!
They are being fucked with.
Guy in a cape? What?
Ash! OMG.
The roadhouse is his heaven? Yeah, makes sense.
Everyone has their own heaven... makes sense.
Winchesterland.... *lol*
Soulmates! Really? They share heaven? Okay, good to know.
"Now that I am dead, I am living more." This is sad somehow but still so Ash. And of course he built something.
Again? What?
"You boys die more than everyone I ever met?"
They died before? When? What happened. They don't remember...
Ash finding out about Ellen and Jo.. aww sad.
He hasn't found John yet.
But Pamela.
"That's for getting me killed."
"Attics still better than the basement."
True enough, Dean knows this much.
Is is she trying to convince him to say Yes to Michael?
That Mary is creepy. Yellow eyes? WTF is going on?
That's a trap.
"Everybody leaves you Dean."
That's what Dean's feeling.
He feels like it's him and that's why people leave.
Urgh.. urgh, go away. Eww.. ew.
So this is personal for Zachariah. Interesting. He is on a vendetta...
Joshua?
God is back?
"And you know he is with that whole 'wrath' thing." That's a good way to describe God I guess.
A Garden is a garden.
Both their voices are so much deeper. Wonder why.
God doesn't think it's his problem. Nice.. he saved the boys already... abd now it's their problem.
Man, there really is no hope anymore isn't there? Shit.
No reason to fight anymore... If even God isn't believing it anymore.. why should Dean.
Dean lost his faith, his brother, himself... man, this is not good.
God got them on the plane... and he saved them now but this time they remember.. so they know there is no hope anymore.. oh man, that's a perfide plan.
"You alright?"
"Define alright."
Shit boys.
Even Castielis hopeless.
This is the first time in ever that I can actually feel sorry for Castiel.
There really is no hope.
They just had to go and drive that home.
The amulet.
Worthless? Yeah, for finding God maybe but tiÄs still a present from Sam.
Sam has still hope. How much good will it do though if Dean isn'rt there with him?
No Dean! Don't.... don't do that. Don't give up.
Sammy...
Yes, I am crying here... because this hurts so much and... I don't even know anymore.
Okay, yes, thios was one of the strongest eps they did this season. It's so full of meta, emotions, feelings, character development and mythology that it's almost a little too much. But it's good, it fits. It drives some very important points home and that in a very heavy way.
It's hurts so bad to see Dean losing faith even more than before, to see how Sam's still fighting, not willing to give up yet. Both of them just don't know anymore how stop it. God's not on their side, God doesn't care. And I wonder if that's really what's been going on or if the boys are being played there. I don't really know. It's just hurts to see them like this.
And again I have to say I wish they'd keep it away from Sam for a while, why do they have to blame it all on him all over again?
It's not like we don't know what they are thinking anway.
Also, I kind of want to slap Dean, because really, it's not all about him but he doesn't seem to see it.
It's also very interesting to see how different the boys see certain things in their lives. Sam was happy to get way from hunting, the family business but not necessarily from Dean. He just never thought about that before, how it would effect Dean. And Dean never really thought about what it meant for Sam, he was just hurt and he keeps a strong hold on that. A little single minded on that matter.
Sam's changed though. He's realized how can't really go without Dean. Dean, though, should have known that all his life because Sam was really everything good that was left of his family. Dean still has memories of a 'real' family, so that's of course what he clings to, and the angels are taking this to get through to him, one way or anyother. It's really very perfide and cruel.
And it really doesn't let Dean seem like a nice person there.
Dean without faith, without hope is very unpredictable and maybe that's what they need? They need him to go rogue or something, to be so hopeless that saying Yes to Michael is lesser of two evils in the end. And if Dean says yes, Sam will follow.. for very different reasons. Right now, Sam is the one not being able to go without Dean, it's maybe the first time in his life that he can see and feel what Dean has been feeling all his life. Sam, on his own, is dark and brutal. Dean not being there for him might push him over the edge.
Sam being the one left behind might be worse then Dean saying yes.
Losing hope is the worst thing that could have happened to them and I think that goal was accomplished.
I don't see the amulet as a way of Dean telling Sam he doesn't love him anymore. I think this takes a backseat in this case. Because I think right there the amulet is a symbol for a hope lost and a faith gone. It's not good to find God andmore and so it has lost it's meaning in this case. I am sure it doesn't mean Dean's lost everything that has him connected to Sam, on the contrary, I think there are other things keeping him connceted to Sam now. It was still a shitty thing to do, because it still is a present from Sam and he throws it away because Castiel said it's worthless.. really?
I have no idea where this is going but I think it won't be good for the boys... at least not at the end of this season.
This episode made e crying and that hasn't happened in a long time with SPN.
And both boys did a great job there.
And next week? Looks promising as well.
They really seem to pick up at the end of the season now.
I think I'll go back to bed now.
justthismorning!*hugs*
Have a great day.
***
Wow...
How many times have you two died anyway?
Good questions. They'll do it again right?
Awww Sammy.
The amulet.
Man, that must have been a party there.
Masked men with guns. Yeah, nice way to wake up.
Dean knows them. Sam's face at that..
Oh, I like Sam's hair this time.
They are blaming Sam again... come on, this is old. Dean was there, too.
OH fuck no.. SAM!
They just... what?
God, Dean's face. That's angry!Dean. Yeah, he can't lose Sam.
Uhm... both of them? Really?
WTF???
Huh? What?
Sammy? OMG hi Colin.
The jacket. Yeah, that's young!Dean right there. But why?
Oh, oh memories. 1996.
Hug.
And their faces watching the firewokrs are already breaking my heart. Dean watching Sam is as well. Happier times. Man, that's really mean and it hurts.
Castiel? Through the radio.
This isn't a dream. Yeah, I guess it's not.
Heaven? Really?
Follow the road to find Sam? Very Wizard of Oz...
Sam is getting groped. This is Sam's memories.
"How are we in heaven? You I get. But.. me?"
11 years oild? Really. His first real Thanksgiving? Oh...
Seems like they are looking for the boys.
Escalator down backstairs.
Angel on TV.. *lol*
"Don't go into the light." Nice advice.
"We are assful of angels." So Dean.
They are so very desperate. Even though Dean is losing is faith he still clings to hope. I think they both do... this will hurt.
Well, it is some kind of road... Nice Dean.
Their clothes have changed!
Wuv hugs! Awesome.
They change through their memories.
Home.
Ouch.
Seeing Mary must be weird every single time. Awww Sammy... He wnts to have that kind of memory as well... and then maybe not.
John moved out? Really...
Oh Dean...
Pie. So that's where it's coming from.
"I just never realized how long you've been cleaning up Dad's messes."
Sammy!
Bones. Seriously? I am going with Dean there.
Sam had a dog.
Sam ran away. This is a happy memory for him but it's hell for Dean. God, this can't end well.
Everyone is leaving Dean right?
Awkward.
"This is the night you ditched us for Stanford.. This is one of the worst night of my life."
"He wasn't the only you got away from."
Sam's memory have nothing to do with his family.. Not really.. or they are being played there. I don't really know. But that's not good.
Of course, Sam doesn't have the same memories Dean has, Dean's sense of family is different.
It's just.. that's Sam memory and Dean should maybe step of his high horse and see that... Of course he was hurt but why can't he see that Sam was happy?
Isn't that what love is about? Being happy for the once you love?
Zachariah!
They are being fucked with.
Guy in a cape? What?
Ash! OMG.
The roadhouse is his heaven? Yeah, makes sense.
Everyone has their own heaven... makes sense.
Winchesterland.... *lol*
Soulmates! Really? They share heaven? Okay, good to know.
"Now that I am dead, I am living more." This is sad somehow but still so Ash. And of course he built something.
Again? What?
"You boys die more than everyone I ever met?"
They died before? When? What happened. They don't remember...
Ash finding out about Ellen and Jo.. aww sad.
He hasn't found John yet.
But Pamela.
"That's for getting me killed."
"Attics still better than the basement."
True enough, Dean knows this much.
Is is she trying to convince him to say Yes to Michael?
That Mary is creepy. Yellow eyes? WTF is going on?
That's a trap.
"Everybody leaves you Dean."
That's what Dean's feeling.
He feels like it's him and that's why people leave.
Urgh.. urgh, go away. Eww.. ew.
So this is personal for Zachariah. Interesting. He is on a vendetta...
Joshua?
God is back?
"And you know he is with that whole 'wrath' thing." That's a good way to describe God I guess.
A Garden is a garden.
Both their voices are so much deeper. Wonder why.
God doesn't think it's his problem. Nice.. he saved the boys already... abd now it's their problem.
Man, there really is no hope anymore isn't there? Shit.
No reason to fight anymore... If even God isn't believing it anymore.. why should Dean.
Dean lost his faith, his brother, himself... man, this is not good.
God got them on the plane... and he saved them now but this time they remember.. so they know there is no hope anymore.. oh man, that's a perfide plan.
"You alright?"
"Define alright."
Shit boys.
Even Castielis hopeless.
This is the first time in ever that I can actually feel sorry for Castiel.
There really is no hope.
They just had to go and drive that home.
The amulet.
Worthless? Yeah, for finding God maybe but tiÄs still a present from Sam.
Sam has still hope. How much good will it do though if Dean isn'rt there with him?
No Dean! Don't.... don't do that. Don't give up.
Sammy...
Yes, I am crying here... because this hurts so much and... I don't even know anymore.
Okay, yes, thios was one of the strongest eps they did this season. It's so full of meta, emotions, feelings, character development and mythology that it's almost a little too much. But it's good, it fits. It drives some very important points home and that in a very heavy way.
It's hurts so bad to see Dean losing faith even more than before, to see how Sam's still fighting, not willing to give up yet. Both of them just don't know anymore how stop it. God's not on their side, God doesn't care. And I wonder if that's really what's been going on or if the boys are being played there. I don't really know. It's just hurts to see them like this.
And again I have to say I wish they'd keep it away from Sam for a while, why do they have to blame it all on him all over again?
It's not like we don't know what they are thinking anway.
Also, I kind of want to slap Dean, because really, it's not all about him but he doesn't seem to see it.
It's also very interesting to see how different the boys see certain things in their lives. Sam was happy to get way from hunting, the family business but not necessarily from Dean. He just never thought about that before, how it would effect Dean. And Dean never really thought about what it meant for Sam, he was just hurt and he keeps a strong hold on that. A little single minded on that matter.
Sam's changed though. He's realized how can't really go without Dean. Dean, though, should have known that all his life because Sam was really everything good that was left of his family. Dean still has memories of a 'real' family, so that's of course what he clings to, and the angels are taking this to get through to him, one way or anyother. It's really very perfide and cruel.
And it really doesn't let Dean seem like a nice person there.
Dean without faith, without hope is very unpredictable and maybe that's what they need? They need him to go rogue or something, to be so hopeless that saying Yes to Michael is lesser of two evils in the end. And if Dean says yes, Sam will follow.. for very different reasons. Right now, Sam is the one not being able to go without Dean, it's maybe the first time in his life that he can see and feel what Dean has been feeling all his life. Sam, on his own, is dark and brutal. Dean not being there for him might push him over the edge.
Sam being the one left behind might be worse then Dean saying yes.
Losing hope is the worst thing that could have happened to them and I think that goal was accomplished.
I don't see the amulet as a way of Dean telling Sam he doesn't love him anymore. I think this takes a backseat in this case. Because I think right there the amulet is a symbol for a hope lost and a faith gone. It's not good to find God andmore and so it has lost it's meaning in this case. I am sure it doesn't mean Dean's lost everything that has him connected to Sam, on the contrary, I think there are other things keeping him connceted to Sam now. It was still a shitty thing to do, because it still is a present from Sam and he throws it away because Castiel said it's worthless.. really?
I have no idea where this is going but I think it won't be good for the boys... at least not at the end of this season.
This episode made e crying and that hasn't happened in a long time with SPN.
And both boys did a great job there.
And next week? Looks promising as well.
They really seem to pick up at the end of the season now.
I think I'll go back to bed now.
