why can't things work out for once?

[the_milky_way]

Haven't been around much the last few days.
Mainly due to some trouble my mum had at work and because she needed some support.
Then her bf had to have surgery and it was additional pressure that kind of dragged her down as well.
But I wasn't really feeling up to doing much anyway.

I thought things were getting better.
That was before I woke up today looking like a strawberry and feeling the urge to rip my skin off.
My mum thinks it's either a belated symptom of scarlet fever (which I have had a lot as a child) or a very severe allergic reaction.
Either way, it sucks.
At leats it's not in my face.
I feel a little dizzy as well but not much, no idea if it's because of the other thing or just because I am tired.

Speaking of tired.
I sleep okay but my dreams are getting stranger and stranger.
I don't know what's up with that.

Oh and it would be nice to actually get a chance to have jonb interviews instead of getting no answer at all.
I don't know what I am doing wrong. Maybe I look so repulsive that people don't want to talk to me.
I just want a job where I can earn some money to pay health insurance and maybe a little money to spen on myself.
Sometimes I do wonder what's wrong with me

To cheer myself up...










Oh and if anybody has any fluffy recs or something send them my way??
Please?
I need something to distract myself from things and I am not feelig up to write anything.

***
Meme answers, questions asked by silme711

1. What's your favourite word?
Yes.
It's simple I know... But I like it... :)

2. Would you rather be rich or famous?
Oh.. Hmm.. actually I don't know. I think being rich but unknown has it's perks and it might work for my advantage.

3. If you could travell back in time where would you go?
Good question. Maybe Egypt or back to King Arthur's times to see if he existed and to see how it was back then. I think I'd chose a time where I wouldn't be able to accidently change much.
There are a lot of eras that I would want to see, so it's hard to decide.

4. Mountain climbing or deep sea diving?
Deep sea diving. I love water and hate climbing mountains. I like mountains just fine if I don't have to climb them.
Even though I might be afraid of fishes I still like the water a lot.

5. What's your favourite poet?
There are some that I like.. Lord Byron, Yeats or Langston Hughes

Comments

[gehirnstuerm.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry things suck atm *hugs*

But the Kitty pics are adorable as usual ♥

[acityofwonder.livejournal.com]

Kitty is as pretty as ever!

Oh I forgot to ask last time - do you have five questions for me? You always give me good ones ♥!

[matalinolukaret.livejournal.com]

Oh hun. *hug* ♥

Kitty. ♥

[blue_ant]

Oh, ugh. Is what you have hives? Because I've had that before and it is HORRIBLE. I think I had it everywhere except my face as well. I totally understand how it feels. So absolutely horrible, you want like, take an ice bath so you won't feel your skin anymore. I used this cream over my body and it only barely helped. I hope you can take some allergy medication to keep the itching down -- if you've got what I had. Mine came about by stress, among other things. Damn sensitive skin!

I love you and if you need to whine/complain, you have my email address.

[joans23.livejournal.com]

*MASSIVE HUGS* sweetie! You better get to a doctor if it doesn't get better soon!
And I'll keep holding thumbs for you on the job front, it has to change around some time! In conclusion, KITTTYYYY!
♥

[peaches.livejournal.com]

meh. *hugs you*
i hope you'll feel better and things will be better really soon!!!

[slippery-fish.livejournal.com]

Awwww, Kitty.

Getting a job right now is just hell. :/ *hugs*

[hd-obsession.livejournal.com]

*snuggles*

Yes, huh?

[io-2.livejournal.com]

dich scheint es ja dieses jahr besonders schlimm erwischt zu haben *ganz fest drück*

dein flauschnkeuel ist echt so s-ü-ß!!!

[evil-witch666.livejournal.com]

Oh babe....I hope you're feeling better soon and that things get better with everybody and everything really really soon too. *hugs*

[kros-21.livejournal.com]

oh sweetie... between you and your mother things don't sound too good...
I hope things will get better soon for both of you! *hugs tight*

and the job will arrive hun, don't give up hope!

cute kitty!

*hugs*

[force-oblique.livejournal.com]

Yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!
It's the best word ever! :)

OH my! I am sorry about the rush baby! I hope its not as itchy now?
I hope you feel better soon!!!

I hope you can get a proper job interview and a good-paying job soon!

[nairie.livejournal.com]

oh dear, hope you're better soon.

[purequicksilver.livejournal.com]

*points and bounces excitedly* FLUFFY KITTY, FLUFFY FLUFFY KITTY! She looks sooo fluffy I wanna cuddle her. What a sweetheart. <333

Huh. o_O Stupid rash, go away! Also, here's to hoping that the private and job troubles will sort themselves out soon.

[lizook12.livejournal.com]

Oh sweetie, I'd wondered where you'd gotten to! ((((hugs))))

Feel better soon!

I still have my fingers and toes crossed for you on the job issue.

No fic recs here unless you want something of the light Bones variety (then check my LJ ;) )

(((HUGS))) again!

[neyne.livejournal.com]

aww *hugs* i hope you get better soon!

fluff recs...that i can do :)

Very short Jack/Ianto (http://smallwaldo.livejournal.com/53526.html) - This always makes me feel better.

Napping!J2 (http://lazy-daze.livejournal.com/500690.html) - Very cute and just...comfy!

A kinda long J2 (http://ms-soma-fic.livejournal.com/3393.html) - Long, cute, adorable, comfy, makes you feel all warm inside. I love it.

[silme711.livejournal.com]

Oh, sweetie! *hugs tight*
I really hope it's nothing serious.
*sends TONS of love*

Your kitty is so adorable!

And I really like your answers. I know some of Lord Byron's stuff. Amazing!

[sandrine]

I'm sorry things are such a mess now, with your mum and the job situation and the health stuff. *huggles a lot, super-tightly* I hope your mum feels better now and the rash (or whatever it is) goes away quickly. Has it already eased up a bit?

Sorry for not being around to provide moral support in person. :( *sends lots of virtual cuddles and fluff and comfort food instead*

As for recs - it's not exactly fluff, but it has a happy ending and is a very rewarding read: http://derryere.livejournal.com/106433.html (Merlin RPS).

*hugs some more*

ETA: I meant to say: As for the job, hang in there! Don't give up! I'm sure some opportunity will open up sooner or later. In the current economical situation, it's probably a bitch to find something, but eventually, it has to work out.

[mama24.livejournal.com]

Awwwww! Kitty! *cuddles* She seems pretty laid back and fluffy and... awwwww! <3

Well... stupid real life, huh? *hugs tight*