thanks for.... reducing me to an emotional mess

[the_milky_way]

My grandma is a little better. Not okay but better. I hope she keeps up like that. I am still worried though.
Thank you for all the comments and nice words.
I appreciate it.

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I have been telling myself not to get involved too much again. It has been years and the last time it became so bad that I couldn't really watch races anymore without feeling sick.
That has been years ago but this season seems to be like that again. It wasn't in the beginning but right now I just want to punch people (really punch them and get all violent) and then crawl back into bed and hide.
I shouldn't let it happen again. I know it's not good. And maybe I am still a little drunk from last night and I know I am not really awake but I seriously feel like crying even though there is no real reason.

**
I wanted to write down some of my notes from last night about the Eurovision Song Contest. I just can't be bothered to do it. It was a cool night and I had a lot of fun (and maybe a bit too much to drink even though I didn't feel all that drunk in the end. My head today suggests otherwise).
Anyway, I think our little group wasn't that far away from the general opinion since Russia won on our votes as well as on the real thing. Yeah, I think they deserved it most out of the top four or five.
I actually liked Turkey and Denmark as well. Finland, too. And even France, even if it was kind of scary but fun to watch.
I don't kow if I'll write more about it, right now I want to go back to bed watch some DA or anythign else I have on DVD just to not think too much about the things I have seen today. Maybe I shouldn't watch it anymore.
I don't even know where this emotional reaction is coming from.

Comments

[slippery-fish.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Interesting race but I'm not that happy with the result. :(

[sandrine]

Your reaction to F1 pretty much sums up my situation with SGA two or three months ago.

*hugs*

[the_milky_way]

*hugsback*
At least Mark and Heikki got points.
I am so not happy about Massa and so on.... :(

[the_milky_way]

Yeah... I am not even sure where it is coming from all of the a sudden. I was fine at the beginning of the season.
And it's not even all about Kimi... I propbably shouldn't think too much about all of it.

*hugs*

[slippery-fish.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'm happy for Mark and Heikki too. And seb. He beamed in his interview.

Massa I'm ok with, not Lewis though. Eery other race, but not this one...

[the_milky_way]

Oh yeah I forgot about Seb.. That is cool. Something to smile about.

I am not okay with Massa because that race has to mean somehting for Kimi's position in the team and I worry about that (don't ask me why though... I have no idea *flails*). And yes well I am kinda okay with Lewis but I am not really happy about it either.

I still want to bash heads in, especially the commentators'.... God, I am so mad... Bah...

[slippery-fish.livejournal.com]

I'm pretty sure the Reds will discuss their drivers' position during the last races and not now.

The commentators sucked so hard. :(

[the_milky_way]

Yeah well... depends on the fact if Kimi will be able to get his shit back together or not. No idea what's up with him lately. It's like him and Massa switched roles or something... Meeep.

Oh yes and not the good kind of sucking.. I wonder if they had said anything at all if it hadn't been Adrian.... Or well they sucked throughout the whole thing, even more than usual.

[heizqu.livejournal.com]

Wait. You watch formula one? AND you like Kimi? OMGYAY ME TOO! \o/ I'm a huge fan, it's the only sport I watch regularly. :D

Yeah, the Monaco GP. Just. Everything went so horribly wrong. I cursed so much when Kimi hit Sutil and had to do a pit stop. AGH. I really hope he wins the next race.

[the_milky_way]

I am watching it again.. :)
I actually started watching around 1997 or so and got hooked because of Mika.. and well I have been there from the start with Kimi. Kimi is one of my favourite drivers (there are some others)...

And I really think that Monaco isn't a good place for Ferarri nor for Kimi. He has one of is inconsistent phases again and I really hope he'll come out of it.. the sooner the better.
And really I was said for both Sutil and Kimi, that wasn't really all that great.

[heizqu.livejournal.com]

I've been watching for about 5 years now, I think. Kimi's always been my favourite, though I do like others too. :)

I felt really sorry for Sutil too. :( That was really bad luck, poor guy.

[the_milky_way]

5 years is cool.. :)
I have had some years where I didn't really watch all the races but I have been back to watching all of it since last year.

Yeah.. this whole GP was bad luck..